Shehnaaz open the door and enter inside......
One bottle 🍾 come rolling near her feet..... She looked at it and then around.... But didn't able to see as darkness is all around.... There is no light in the home.....
She goes to switch board and on the light..... She become shocked to see sidharth sitting on floor placing his head on couch....
There are alcohol all around him... Few empty bottles scattered all around the hall... One is in his hand.....
He us already toxic.... She looked at his face and a sob left from her mouth.....
His eyes have big dark circle like he didn't slept for so long..... His hair are messy and long like he did cut his hair for months..... He has grown beard like he didn't even shave.... He is looking so thin... He lost so much weight..... There is bandage on his head and arm...
She is standing there numb to see his state when he hear his voice....
Khushbu khushbu khushbu...
Mein jithe hova...
Udi khushbu aandi rhndi h...
Aaj bhi mere nal h...
Ehsaas karvandi rhndi h...
Andi jandi mere sapne cho ho ke jandi ae...
Sute pede de kol
Aksar ro ke jandi ae....
Kala pa ke kale phool chadaya krn ge ithe
Duro duro ashiq aake roya krn ge ithe...
Tutiya jodiya ithe aa ke dukh vandoudiya rhn giya..... Mitho baad bhi ithe mare roon diya awaza andiya rhn giya......
/ one of my favorite shayari... Must listen ❤/
If you really want to feel his peace give your 2 minutes and listen this video....
I know punjabi h Or sid ko nhi aati... Lekin ap feeling dekho... 👉👈...
Her eyes get wide hearing his last lines... Which means..
Mere marne ke baad iss jagah se mere rone ki awazein aati rhegi.....
She take slow steps near him... And sit in front of him....
His eyes are closed.... He is not even in his sense to feel someone's presence..... He is drinking alcohol closing his eyes....
Sid : maa.... Malish... Kr... Do.... Na..... Said in slurry voice breaking the words...... Maa... Said patting empty couch..... And tilt his head like snuggling into her lap....
Shehnaaz sat on floor with thud crying seeing him like this..... He love his mother ... His mother is his world....
He is sitting on the place near couch where he used to sit when sm do champi of him.... He is looking like a lost child who is missing the warmth of his mother....
Sid : maa... Ap bhi chod gye na... And a chuckle escape from his mouth.... Ap b.. Bhi apne... Apne bete... Ko chod gye.... Sab chod gye..... Sab chod gye sid.. Sidharth ko.... He is bad... Bad boy.......jessss...... Said like a child chuckling on his words... While tears fall from his eyes......
Shehnaaz held bottle from his hand and threw it away..... Sidharth open his eyes hearing the sound.....
Sid : kon...???? And looked at shehnaaz with blurry vision...... Huh.... Lgta hai jada pi li h ...sidharth..... Koi ni aayega.... Koi... Nhi.... Aayega...... Tere pass..... Koi hai hi nhi.... And smile........ Sb chale gye.... Apan bhi chale jayega..... Apan bhi jayega... Idr sa bhut durrrrrrr......
Apun sab ko yaad kiya.... Koi nhi aaya..... Ab... Apun bhi jayega..... Or jab sab bhulayega.... Apun bhi... Nhi aayega.... Humm.... Nhi aayega........
Shehnaaz hug him tightly and started crying holding him close to her heart..... Both are crying in each other's arm... Only difference is.. One is loud and other one is silent.....
Sid tighten his grip on her...... And dig his face in her neck holding her tightly.....
He close his eyes and push her......
Sid : tum... Tum... Roz... Roz kyu... Ati ho..... Fir chali... Chali jati ho.... Kyu....? Shehnaaz...... Tum nhi jao na pleaseeeee..... Tum yahi rho mere pass.... Please.....
Shehnaaz cup his face and wipe his tears which are flowing from his eyes continuously......
Sid keep his finger on her face and trace his finger from her forehead to eyes to nose and press her nose little like a child and giggle....
He poke his finger in her cheeks and giggle loudly with teary eyes....
Sid : sidharth..... Lgta h... Aaj jada ho gya...... Tabhi to ye... Ja hi ..... nhi rhi...... Uff.... Kya karta h bhau......
And smack his head....
He looked at shehnaaz and trace her lips with his forefinger .....
Sid : hm... Tumhe... Ik... Ik baat btau......
Shehnaaz nod her head in yes sobbing silently...
Sid : uski .... Shaadi... H..... And started laughing wiping his tears which are falling from his eyes continuously....
Sid : acha h.... Mein.. Khush hoon.... Sachii..... Vo use khush rkhega..... Jo mein nhi rkh paya...... Vo... Vo use pyar dega.... Jo mein nhi de paya.... V... Vo uski ca.. Care krega..... Jo mein nhi kr paya..... Vo b... Best h uske liye ......
She.... She deserve... Him.... Not me ....
And stand from floor stumble on his feet.... Shehnaaz also get up and hold his hand to support him.... But he left her hand....
She deserve him.... Not mee.....
Said repeatedly and turn to go..... He just take take few steps and fall on floor unconscious.....
Shehnaaz run toward him crying and pat his face....
Sidharthhhhhhhh...... Sidharthhhhhhhh.....
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/ this is the first time i cried writing this story 😭... /
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BEYOND HER FEAR ( Completed)
Fanfictionit's arrange marriage story but with a little twist.... story of a NRI boy and a VILLAGE girl... cover credit : @sidnaaz23
