In night....
Sm is sitting in her room holding sidharth 's frame and crying silently.... She is a mother after all...
In front of everyone she stood strong and talk like she didn't care for him... But deep down he is her son who she 9 months in her womb ...... How can a mother stay calm and happy when she know her son is suffering.....
Sm : kaisa h mera bacha..... Tu thik hai na... Khana khata h na time pr.... Said while caressing his frame.....
Sm : tu company ki tension mat le bacha... Mujhe pta tere mein talent h.... Tu fir se khadi kr lega.... Bss apna dyan rkhna bacha... Tujhe strong rhna hai... Haina... Khud ke liye.... Mere liye... Apni maa ke liye bacha.....
And kiss his frame..... A lone tear fall on frame..... She kiss his whole face...
Sm : I m sorry bacha... I m not there with you when you needed me most.... I m sorry.......
And cried hugging his frame...... She wish she could hug him... Kiss him.... Confront him.... Stood by him like a pillar in his bad days......
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Shehnaaz is sitting in her room on foor with her back rest on bed.....
Her mind and heart is battling with each other.....
Mind : how can you love him shehnaaz...???? How can a person love someone who didn't give her anything except pain....????
Heart smile looking at mind and said....
Heart : yahi to h... Hune kb kaha kaise kyu... Kiske saath pyar ho jaye... Pta hi nhi chalta..... Dil ko bhi pta h.. Or dimag ko bhi ke vo kabhi hmara nhi hoga.... Tab bhi ye use pane ki dua krta hai.....
Ishq soch ke kiya to kya kiya....
Jeher dekh ke piya to kya piya....
Dil ke badle dil ki umeed rkhi ve bandeya....
Ishq bhi vyapar se kiya to kya kiya....
Mind : or Varun...??? Uska kya....???? Shehnaaz..... Sidharth was married to you but still in with tiya ..... And here you are going to marry Varun and thinking about sidharth... Talking about your love for him...???? To tum mein or sidharth mein kya fark...????
Smile faded from her face thinking about this ....... Varun.... What is his fault in all this..... He support me everytime..... He hold me in his protective arms whenever I fall.... He war there for her in every thick and thin...... Why can't she love him.... Why didn't she fall for him... It would be easier na....
/ one question for you alll..... Not related to this story.... It's about your story... Your life....
If you have to choose between someone who loves you or someone whom you love.... Whom will you choose....????
Answer zarur dena..... /
She wipe her tears which fall from her eyes..... She will not think about sidharth from now on..... She will try to move on with varun.....
And slept thinking about all this.....
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Only one week is left for their wedding..... All are so excited for their wedding...
Shehnaaz also happy.... She is moving on from sidharth..... Maybe....
On the other side... Shr notice varun.... He is not that happy jovial person..... He is lost.... He didn't seen happy with this marriage.... Is she Overthinking...???
She tried to ask him many times but he just divert the topic or left smiling.....
She even ask any about this and both tried to find the reason but didn't get anything....
Their wedding functions are going to be start from tomorrow..... Their all shopping is done except wedding lehanga.....
Shehnaaz family didn't knew anything about this..... If you ask didn't she is missing them... Then it's answer is yes... She is missing her family alot....
But she know no one is gonna support her.... If they get to know about this then they will force her to correct everything with sidharth or they will break all ties with her........
That's why she didn't tell her family.... But she want to wear same wedding Lehanga as their blessing.....
But for this... She have to go to sidharth 's home where she left it.....
She come to varun 's house directly from hospital.... She didn't take any her thing from sidharth 's house....
They do shopping for her everything... Because of sm... Because she didn't want her to meet him...
Whenever we feel we moved on... Life give a tight slap on our face to wake us up..... And then we realise we have never moved on......
That's same is happening with shehnaaz..... She thought she has moved on.... But is it true...??? Just one mere thought or just a chance to see him... And here she is again excited jumping to see him.....
Sana : maa... Mein chahti hoon ki vahi lehanga pehnu.... Please maa...
Sm : thik h beta.... Koi pic h tere pass...??? Mein designer se bol ke same to same vaisa hi banva dungi.....
Sana is playing with her fingers...
Sana : maa please.... Mujhe vahi...
Sm huffed hearing her.... She didn't want to upset her on her wedding...
Sm : thik h bacha....
Shehnaaz become happy but her next words shock her....
Sm : varun ko bta de kaha h... Vo le aayega.....
Sana : maa... Mein le aaugi....
Sm : tum uss ghar mein nhi jaogi shehnaaz..... Said in stern voice..... Na hi uss admi ki shakal dekhegi...
Sana hold her hand in her hand
Sana : maa... Ap tension na lo... Mujhe koi fark nhi padhta usse... Mein bss lehanga lungi Or aa jaugi... Pakka...
Sm : beta..... Cut by shehnaaz
Sana : maa please... I promise... Abhi gyi or abhi vapis aayi...
Sm : thik h..... Said halfheartly......
Shehnaaz run toward her room took her phone and purse and left to take her lehanga Or to meet sidharth....
She took cab and reach his flat....
She ring the bell... But no one open the door..... She again ring it but none open it..... She is little worried....
She is going to knock door when it fling open..... Oh.. It's not lock....
She enter inside and her eyes went wide seeing the scene in front of him....
Sidharthhhhhhhh......
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BEYOND HER FEAR ( Completed)
Fanfictionit's arrange marriage story but with a little twist.... story of a NRI boy and a VILLAGE girl... cover credit : @sidnaaz23
