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Tired...
No one appreciate me
Tears
Slowly flowing like a river
Mute
Can't say much things with words :)
Fuck this shit
I don't want to look like a weak
I don't want this tears
I don't want to be like this but you made me
Maybe you said,..
I wasn't serious bout that
I wasn't meant to said that
I wasn't thinking much People make mistakes
Yet,
They have choices to say,to do, to think Whatever they can but... you know the reasons yourself
I maybe,
Didn't revenge or hate people
But all the thing you did,you said I can never forget until I die
Even if I want to
Run away
How many times i want to do that
The attempts
The thoughts
But
I don't even have the courage to
Die
How many times I want to
The cuts using needle
Because I know it hurts if you use the knives,scissors But I don't have the nerve to do all of that
Drowning in water
Because I know the games ain't over yet
Anger
Punch the wall,the air
Slap,pinch,beat,reminding myself
You wasting your time Thinking about the people who doesn't think
That to you
Kind
I don't know if I'm kind enough
I always sympathise people
Try to help people
Comfort them
Care for them
But do they think the same?
