LoveStruck |Jayy Von LS| (Requested)

Chapter 9

JayyPOV
We were still on tour after another week without... Her. I screwed up so bad. I've learned to put on a smile for our SGTC... But I miss her soft touch and cute little things she does. I feel like I'm betraying my own words... Thinking like this... I'm head over heels for someone and usually, I would never feel that way or admit it. She's like my drug. Every time I'm away from her, every time she's sad in my arms, or when she's just in a slump. It feels like a million needles filled with medicine to keep me alive being plunged into my heart. This is why I can't stand loving someone like this. It always gets messed up and hearts are cracked in two.

"Jayy? Time to go man." Dahvie smiled at me as we were all ready for the show. "K" I yawned giving them all a smile. We walked to the venue since we were making good timing and got there with 10 minutes to spare. We did our prayer and got our mics, waiting for our que. "Now." A stage person whispered to us and we walked out. The crowd erupted into cheers making us all smile on stage. "Hello our SGTC!!" Dahvie yelled into his mic and they all cheered. "Are you ready bitches?!" I yelled and they screamed in return. I laughed lightly into my mic before the starting to Yo Ho started. Here was the set list:

Yo Ho
Sexting
Rise And Shine
Bitches Get Stitches
I Refuse To Sink
Bitch craft

When the show was over, we went outside for the Meet & Greet. We signed so many autographs that I got a cramp in my hand. We were in a pretty populated area and a lot of SGTC around us so we had to sign a lot more than usual. "Hey Jayy?" A girl with blue hair got my attention. "Yes?" I questioned as I signed her and her friend's shirts. "Umm... We were wondering what happened to... Evanna?" A girl with fiery red hair asked. "We had a little tiff." I said and they nodded. "Sorry if we upset you..." One with auburn red hair said. "No no. That's alright girls." I smiled getting a picture with them before they went to Dahvie. "You okay?" He mouthed and I nodded with a small smile.

"Jayy. It's freezing. You're gonna get sick if you don't get back to the bus." Kerry said as I was staying with the fans in the freezing weather. I was freezing my everything off but the fans were helping to keep my mind off things. "I'll be fine. You go." I said holding in a cough. "Okay." They sighed and said goodbye to the fans before running to the bus. I signed more and more stuff until a girl in a leg cast came up with what looked like a friend. "Hi." She said, adjusting her crutches under her arms. "Hey there. What's your name?" I asked and she said Maddy. "Well Maddy. May I ask..." I trailed off and she nodded. "I got into a dirt bike accident with my brother. I broke my leg in two places." She sighed with a yawn. "Ouch! And you still came?" I smiled. "Of course! I wasn't missing this for the world. This was my first concert. It was awesome, you guys were." She smiled back. "Well thanks, Maddy. I hope you feel better." I smiled signing her friend's notebook. "Thanks!" They smiled and went on their way. I smiled to myself and kept on signing.

I plopped down into my bunk after all the signing and sighed heavily looking at my texts. None from who I wanted. I don't understand why she won't just talk to me. I miss her so much. I groaned and rolled over in my zebra blanket and stuffed my phone under my pillow before falling asleep.

Dream-
"EVANNA?!" I screamed, looking around for her. I was in the middle of a dark field and I was pushed into a graveyard. "Wha?" I questioned and walked further. My feet were doing whatever they wanted without my consent. I came to a gravestone and it said 'R.I.P Evanna Helen Cull. Beloved Friend, daughter and sister.' I fell to my knees in front of it and I was shoved before I entered what looked like Vanna's bathroom. She was leaning over the sink, her head down looking into it. A shiny piece of metal in her hand. "God I'm an idiot. I pushed him away..." She whimpered. "No! You didn't, I'm here!" I shouted as she pressed the blade to her own wrist right in front of my eyes. I lunged at her but I just went right through her, as if her or I were a ghost. She dropped the cursed thing and turned to me. Her face tear stained as she looked not at me, but through me toward the door. Then she fell backwards and only then was I able to touch her. I caught her in my arms and screamed. "NO! VANNA IM SORRY!! IM SORRY!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
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"JAYY!!" I sprang up at Dahvie's voice. "For God's sakes! You were screaming in your sleep Jayy!! What has gotten into you?!" He yelled in panic as I sprang out of bed and checked the next venue. "Where are you going?!" Kerry exclaimed as I called a cab. It got there and I got my phone and wallet. "I'll meet you guys in Vancouver!" I shouted and got in the cab. I told him the address and to step on it. Luckily, he went that far.

EvannaPOV
I stayed up watching 'Invader Zim' and eating popcorn at like fucking 11PM. Rider left yesterday and now I'm all alone... Just then there was a frantic knock on the door. I furrowed my eyebrows and walked to it. When I opened it my eyes widened to saucers. "Jayy?! What are you-" I got cut off by Jayy barging in. He looked horrible. His makeup was smeared, eyes red and a sickly pale as he coughed. He pulled my arms out roughly and pulled up my pj sleeves. "What the fuck is wrong with you?! Sto-". "Oh my god, I'm sorry! I'm sorry for everything! I'm sorry for ever yelling or being an ass-". "Jayy, what is wrong with you?!" I panicked as he babbled, coughing sickly and crying. "God Jayy! You're freezing!" I exclaimed and sat him on the couch as he rocked back and forth.

I put a blanket around him and got him hot chocolate. "Why are you here, Jayy?" I questioned as he calmed down. He coughed shivering before answering. "I-I want you back. I've been a wreck without you and I've been so worried since you haven't spoken a word to me." He sniffled. "Aren't you suppose to be on tour?" I questioned and he nodded. "I told them I would meet them in Vancouver. I had to see you. It was eating me alive and-" I cut him off by pressing my lips to his in a deep kiss. I pulled away from him and he smiled. "What was that for?" He questioned happily. "You came off tour just because you missed me?" I asked with tears in my eyes. He nodded shyly. "Oh Jayy. Look at you." I sighed. He looked down and then at my belly. "I-I'm not pregnant." I stuttered at the words. He looked up at me and hugged me, the blanket wrapping around me as well as his arms. "

I missed you." I sobbed into his shoulder as I felt my own shoulder become damp. "I'm so sorry." I sobbed and he shushed me. "I'm sorry too." He said shakily into my shoulder. "Vanna." He said as we pulled away. "Hmm?" I questioned and he took my hands in his. "Next time, I won't back out." He said sincerely. "Well let's not let there be a next time for a while." I laughed through my tears and kissed him sweetly. This one gentle and sensual.

"Okay, you have to get to Vancouver." I said and he growled. "Can't you come?" He asked still holding both my hands. "No Jayy. I already told my bosses I would work. Come on." I said and he sighed getting up. We walked to the door and he hugged me again, I hugged him back. "I'll see you in a few weeks." I smiled sadly and he kissed my forehead before calling a cab and driving away.