wlw oneshots

Why...

DISCLAIMER!! this technically isn't a story! I've been going through stuff so ig this is more my feelings lol.

TW:SH‼️
Genre: Sad
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1st person pov:
On call ☎️
     As she talks, more and more words flood into my brain. Does she actually think that... is she even joking anymore... this prank isn't funny...I should know better than to believe her knowing this is just one of her fake scenarios but this is kinda hurting me.
      I start overthinking and tears start forming. I hate being sensitive.
      My insecurities get the best of me and I slowly bring my phone away from my face so only my shoulders are in frame.
     Can't she notice my change in mood? Can't she notice she's taking it too far? Can't she notice how much she's hurting me?
       As she finishes talking I stay quiet. What am I even supposed to say to that?
      "I'm getting tired imma got to sleep" I quietly state.
      "It's only 7:40 tho! It's so early" she whines.
My original plan wasn't to sleep so early but after this I don't even want to hear you.
      "Yeah well goodnight..." I hesitated wondering if this was a good idea.
      "Goodnight" that's it? No passion? No nickname? No sorry...?
       I just want to yell to tell her that
I hate how she makes me feel. How she shouldn't treat me like this. How I demand an apology.

I hung up.

And waited...

...minutes pass...
Waiting for her to text me sorry...
      I start balling my eyes out. I grab my small "tool" and put it up against my skin. Is this really worth it? Yes.
Small but visible. Perfect.
      I grab my phone and open Snapchat. Still nothing.
     I start venting to myself. How can someone not feel bad? I don't deserve this at all. The smallest reason is the biggest.
      "YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT!
I WANT TO HATE YOU BUT I CANT! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I NEVER WISH ANYTHING BAD UPON YOU! BUT WHY CANT YOU JUST TREAT ME RIGHT? HOW LONG DO I HAVE TO WAIT!!" I wanted to text her that but I didn't, I just kept it to myself.

You took things too far.

8:40pm.
      
An hour passed...still nothing.
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This was so booty oml. I hope no one reads this lol