My Bad Over Protective Alpha

Chapter 6

After I fixed Casper and mines meal, We sat at the bar and we ate in a comfortable silence. Casper looked up from eating and looked me in my eyes "Can you be my mommy?" He asked looking deep into my eyes with his beautiful icy blue eyes. I gave him a sweet smile before gently ruffling up his hair. "Sure sweetheart I'll be your mommy." I said. I watched as a beautiful smile spread across his face before he went back to eating. Once we was done eating, we went back to the room. A faint sound of a piano playing coming from the other room opposite of the kitchen. Casper smiled and ran off to the sound. I chased after him. Once I caught him I found him in the door way of a music room. I leaned against the door frame and as Ant played the piano. His purple eyes locked on the black and white keys. Casper slid right beside him and started playing along just as beautifully. I instantly recognized the song. It was 'In the end' by Linkin Park. "It starts with

One thing I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme

To explain in due time

All I know

Time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal

Didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on but didn't even know

I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme

To remind myself how

I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised it got so (far)

Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me

In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

it doesn't even matter..." I sang softly. They both turned their heads to look at me. I blushed a light red color. " What?, I like this song" I said rubbing the back of my neck.

They shook their heads softly" Nothing you just sound beautiful." Ant said. I felt my cheeks burn brightly." Thank you." I said rubbing my arm. " any time.." He said. We looked down at Casper who was smiling widely at us. " Come on you two I want to take y'all some where." Ant said." Where to daddy?!" Casper asked bouncing on his toes happily. Ant smiled down at the little boy with a lot of love in his eyes."Our spot Casp. Hope you don't mind sharing?" Ant said looking down at Casper with soft eyes. Casper smiled brightly and bounced on his tiny feet." COME ON! COME ON DADDY! LET'S GO!"He cheered as he bounced. Anthony just laughed at Casper's puppy like actions. "Y'all go get dressed and meet me at the car ok?" Ant said. I nodded my head and me and Casper headed upstairs to get dressed. Casper ran into the closet and came out with his outfit. He had a baby blue converse shirt, blue jeans, and a pair of matching baby blue converse shoes. I helped him get dressed after I bathed him. " Stay right here so I can get dressed. Okay sweety?" I said as I sat him on his bed. He smiles and nods his head. I rush off into the closet and pulled out my black duffle bag. I picked out my new baby blue converses, a white pair of skinny jeans, a white and baby blue shirt that had 'okay?''Okay' from fault in our stars. And i grabbed my favorite black laced matching bra and boyshort set from Victoria secret. I then rushed into the bathroom and started the shower. "Shit, i forgot my body wash." i said as i realized i didn't grab it. I quickly stepped out of the warmth of the shower and wrapped myself up with a fluffy black towel that covered my important areas. I walked out the bathroom and into the closet. I grabbed my bathroom necessities and headed back towards the bathroom. "Mommy?" Casper's little voice stopped me in my traces. "Yes baby?" I answered looking over my shoulder. "What happened?" He asked as he got up and walked to stand in front of me. I watched his eyes look at my scarred legs and the fresh cuts on my thighs. His little finger gingerly traced one of my old scars on my thighs. " People...." I stopped trying to word my sentence the right way for him. I looked down at his and he looked up at me. I sighed. "People made mommy sad, because they said or done hurtful things to mommy. People's words made mommy do bad things to herself to stop hurting. They called mommy alot of mean things. Promise mommy that you won't be like them Casper." I said as i got down to his height level. "I promise mommy. And if it makes you feel better. I think you're the coolest bestest mommy ever! And i love you!" He said as he wrapped his tiny arms around my neck hugging me.....After about five minutes i got up and went to take my shower....once i was feeling clean enough i got out and got dressed. I applied some make up to cover up my bruised face. And used my hair to cover my bruised eye. Once was happy with my appearance i left the bathroom and was greeted by Anthony leaning against the bedroom door frame. "You look great. Even though you always do with or without make up, you ready??" He said smiling at me. I blushed and nodded my head. He smiled as he a casper came and took my hands. I noticed that he was matching with me and Casper which caused us all to laugh....it felt so good to laugh..