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Hanahaki au: idia shroud ✨❤️

Character(s): hanahaki!idia shroud x F!reader

TW's!

This chapter contains sensitive content which may make some readers upset

• hanahaki disease
• blood
• mentions of mental health
• near death

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He couldn't understand it, why he felt this way

Why you haunted his mind and filled up his every waking moment

He couldn't even focus on his games, he'd lose the sleep he barely had thinking about you, your soft lips, velvety voice, your beautiful E/C eyes and H/C hair

He'd had enough, he slammed his head against the desk in frustration, admitting to no one but himself that he had feelings for you but the rare moment of adrenaline this boy got was soon taken from him as he realised that no matter how he felt you would never feel the same about such a loser as himself, I mean look at him

He sits at his desk all day, can barely make a conversation and he's a major otaku, why would you want that when so many of the athletic and sociable guys are pining for you. He'd surely be the last guy you'd ever consider dating

Sighing he sunk into his gaming chair and felt lost not knowing what to do

(Brief time skip to a week later)

His feelings had grown worse, he found himself trying to talk to you to no avail. You were always surrounded and he had begun to feel a horrible ache in his stomach when he saw how close you were with ace and deuce, especially ace

He clung to you all the time, talked to you all the time and he never left your side. Idia growled in frustration as he clutched his stomach, crouching down in the corner in pain

"You ok?" He looked up and scowled seeing aces face that held a worried gaze, his face filled with hate as he looked at him, seeing the sickening grin he used when talking to you "I'm fine" he said sternly before walking away to the comfort of his dorm

His room was plastered with scrumpled up love letters that he couldn't bring himself to give to you, drawings of you and weird flower petals that he discovered when waking up in the morning

"Ace" even saying his name felt like poison from his lips, he didn't deserve you, you were too good for a guy like that, too good for him, too nice, too kind, too sweet, too innocent and every moment ace spent with you just contaminated you

As his anger grew so did the ache in his stomach as he imagined you with him, it spread to his chest and burned, it felt like someone was burning him from the inside. He began coughing violently, choking on a foreign substance in his throat

To his horror he opened his eyes to see bloodied petals on his hands similar to the ones he'd seen before, his hands trembled and he began sobbing as he knew what was wrong with him

And he knew he would die for sure, for there was no way you'd reciprocate any of his love and save him after all you barely know he exists. It was only a matter of waiting for death to claim him, he lay against the corner of the room and cried as the coughing began again

Days had passed and the coughing grew worse, he grew weak and paler than he already was. He had no strength in him to move and lay in the corner with the image of you swirling in his mind, taunting him

"Y/N!" He cried, clutching his hair in his hands "why won't you stop torturing me!?"

He cried your name over and over, begging you to release him from this torturous pain as he coughed and spluttered blood and petals, falling to the ground and reaching out to your imaginary figure as it walked away hand in hand with ace

Little did he know that ortho had been listening to him in despair, he had been locked out of his brothers room and couldn't help but he knew someone who could

He sped to ramshackle dorm and burst through the doors, rushing into the living room and crashing into you in the process "woah! Are you ok ortho!? what's the rush!?"

"I need your help!" Was all he said before picking you up and rushing back towards ignihyde dorm as fast as he could, dropping you outside his brothers room

"What's wrong ortho!? What was that for!?"

"M-my brother" he panted "he's in trouble and *pants* you're the only "pants* who can help him!"

You gasped, knowing that it could be potentially dangerous and began pounding on the door "idia open the door!"

His faint voice called your name before a fit of coughing was heard and you had had enough and kicked open the door rushing to his side that was lay on the floor covered in blood and blood stained petals "idia!?" You slid onto the floor and lifted his head in your arms

He looked up at you weakly with blood stains around the corners of his lips, smiling at you a little "what can I do to help idia!? Please tell me what's wrong with you!?" You cried, tears dripping on his face

"Y-you... can't...do... anything" he croaked out "your...h-heart belongs...to ace.."

Your eyes widened as you realized what he meant and began sobbing even harder as his eyes shut "no idia! Please don't die! I love you so much please don't leave me!" Your tears fell on his unmoving face and trailed down his cold cheeks "I don't love ace I never did! It was always you!"

He was unresponsive, you cried even harder blaming yourself for wasting all that time getting advice from ace and deuce on how to communicate with this shy boy that you didn't even try. You whispered sorry against his lips as you pressed your own against the his cold lips that were wet with your tears and his blood

You held him close to you and prayed for his safety, you jumped feeling a hand enter your own and looked down at his face, his piercing blue eyes looking into yours. You laughed through the tears and held him tightly "c-careful"

"Ah I'm sorry! Are you ok!?"

He looked away with a little blush on his face as he sat up on his knees "d-did you mean it?" You looked at him with shock before smiling and burying your face into his chest "every word"

"W-what about ace" he asked with a deep frown "what about him?"

Part of him was happy to hear you say that but he was still unsure "y-you're dating him aren't you...?"

"What!? No!" You grabbed his face and made him look at you "I was asking him how to confess to someone...I was too nervous to tell you how I felt" you admitted with a blush on your shame filled face

"R-really!?"

You smiled nodding, looking at him, your faces slowly moving forward. He looked unsure as your lips practically touched almost as though he was scared he was hallucinating before you closed the gap and kissed him deeply. He sighed in relief and melted into your touch, feeling a warm sensation fill up his entire body, but this time it was a good sensation as he felt satisfaction

He pulled away and pressed his forehead against yours "w-will you...be m-mine then..?"

"Only yours"

Tears of happiness rolled down his eyes as he kissed you again, you looked at him and frowned, "you really scared ortho..." You said looking towards the door "he brought me here...we was so worried, you should go talk to him"

"Can we stay like this a little while longer first?" He asked nuzzling into you "ok just a while longer" you smiled stroking his head, happy and comfortable in his arms

A/N: not sure if that was ok for a hanahaki au because I haven't really written them before 😅