My feelings through poetry

Rant 2

You do nothing wrong
The problem is me
So stop blaming yourself
Just let it be

Why do you still keep me around?
I'm obviously the reason
Why we're here
We are both obviously facing demons

I make it worse
I do everything wrong
Stop blaming yourself
Don't let this prolong

I made your life worse
Just admit it
Just get rid of me
Come on dammit

You deserve better
Stop telling yourself otherwise
You really are amazing
See yourself through my eyes

"I love you"
It's so hard to say
But with you
It doesn't feel that way

I don't deserve you though
I'm not good enough
You deserve the world
And so much more stuff

Please believe me
I love you so
But I'm the problem
But I never want to let you go

My mind freezes
My heart races
I don't know what to do
I have never faced these kind of cases

I want to cry
I want you here
Please come
I need you near

I don't know why I'm writing this poem
But it's how I describe my feelings
It's stupid I know
I should stop this really

We both face demons
You and I both know that
I don't know what to do
You understand what I'm getting at?

I'm not used to this
I'm new to it all
I've never really been in a relationship
But you already know that as well

I'll stop
I'm sorry
I said enough
Please don't worry