My feelings through poetry

You hurt me

Fool me once,

Shame on you.

Fool me twice,

Shame on me.

I thought I could trust you.

Was that a lie?

Cuz you just hurt me

For a second time.

You said you wouldn't,

Yet you did.

You hurt me.

You did it again.

I want to trust,

But you made me doubt.

Your actions affect me.

It makes me overthink everything about us.

You can fool me once,

That's on you.

Yet you fool me twice,

I guess that's on me.

I'm angry.

I want to scream.

I want to punch you.

I want to cry.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you

Is what I want to say.

But that's a lie.

I still love you.

Even when I try to think otherwise.

You can fool me once.

That's on you.

Yet you fool me twice,

I guess that's on me...

July/29/23

A/N: I am better now. Honestly I think about it and I kinda expected the breakup. It had to happen sometime. Especially since I learned I have feelings for my friend, even when I was in my relationship. I also just learned the friend I like likes me back. So hopefully I can maybe have something with him, because he makes me happy. He's always been there for me when I was upset. Tbh I miss when I had almost every class with him lol, definitely not  gonna happen this year sadly. My classes are most likely different from his.