Guinevere Steel was just helping her sister Anastasia and their best friend Kate. out when she got more than she wanted to bargain for when she almost fell on top of her sister in his office. Meeting him was life changing for both sisters but Gui...
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⚠️trigger warning. ⚠️
We make our way to The red room. And he leads me to this bench kinda thing and walks away to grab something.
" Are you sure about this?" He asked.
"Yes." I say.
He takes my shirt and shorts off. And I stand there and he leans closer.
"Bend over." He said.
"I'm gonna hit you six times. And you're gonna count with me." He said.
"Smack"
I hold my breath from the pain.
" Count, Guinevere ." He says.
"One." I say.
"Smack"
"Two."
"Smack"
"Three." I count holding my breath to make the pain stop and the tears start.
"Smack"
"Four."
More tears.
"Smack"
Five.
"Now I'm fully hurting and crying"
"Smack"
"Six." I finish counting.
He tried to help me stand up.
"No don't fucking touch me!" I shout with my voice cracking.
He stood there confused.
"Is this what you really want? You wanna see me like this?" I ask standing there bare beaten ass in pain.
"Guin" .
"Don't come near me." I demand.
I breath sharply. And cover my naked and exposed chest.
"Does this give you pleasure?" I ask.
I cut him off before he can even say anything.
"Don't you dare come near me." I say before I ran out of the room and slammed the door.
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I go into my room. And grab my gray robe and lay down in it. The Seattle weather. That is just a storm helps with my mood. I layed there crying my eyes out in pain. And everything else that could be an emotion right now.
When I heard the door open.
"Please don't hate me." Christian said as he sat down
"You will never do that to me again." I tell him.
I wait a minute.
"I'm not what you want." I tell him.
"No, you are everything that I want." He says.
"I've fallen in love with you." I tell him.
"No. No, Guin. You can't love me." He said.
"I need you to leave. Please." I tell him crying.
Crying is all I could do.
When I woke the next morning the weather was still a storm.
I saw him in the living room. As k was dressed to leave.
" I'd like my car back." I ask.
" Taylor already sold it ." He replied.
"Then I'd like the money he got for it please. I say.
"I'll send you a check." He replied.
"Okay." I said back.
"Taylor will take you home." He said.
I didn't say another word but went towards the elevator. And he followed.
"Stop." I say.
He kept coming.
"No!" I shout and press the button to the garage.
"Guin." He said. .
" Christian." I replied as the elevator shut. Like it did when I first met him.
Going I saw Taylor already waiting. Without a word I got in the back. And we left. I leaned my head on the window thinking of all the good times. When we danced just the other week to witchcraft. Gliding in Georgia. Our first kiss in the elevator. At the heatherman. Before I knew it the car stopped and I was home.
Ana was still in Georgia and wasn't due home for another week. And Kate was in Barbados so I was able to go cry without questioning. Then I thought about when I fixed breakfast after he took my virginity. One of our many kisses.
I never thought I could be so in love with somebody like him even though he could never love me. The pain it hurt. Everything hurt, even my bum still hurt. But I must push past this and look for a light. Even if that means continuing on as if I didn't just get what ever he did to me and left dumb mystery Fifty Shades Christian Grey.
