i dont know why but when i get asked to do something i feel the intense need to do it even if it's incredibly difficult i just feel like i HAVE to even if i dont WANT to like no matter what task it is i try my hardest and if i dont do it soon enough or cant do it at all i will feel guilty for not having the ability to do it and it makes me feel small and stupid and i feel like im a complete failure who is good for nothing and nothing only
does this happen to anybody else :3
