regret

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contains swear words!!

gorou pov

i awoke to the loud laughter of itto and ayato, and a terrible aching in my back. it almost hurt to breathe thats how horrible this was
"morning gorou"
i almost felt relieved to see itto, his vibrant smile shining upon me. its like i missed him though ive only opened my eyes for a minute. i reached out my arms as wide as i could to show i wanted to be held by my one and only. he took just that hint and layed right down beside me, wrapping his heavy arms around my aching body
"i hate you"
"awh, love you too"
he chuckled to himself, giving me the slightest bit irritation. it wasnt fair at all how i had to feel this way. i dug my face into his bare chest as he kept making a circular motion on my back with his finger, it hurt like hell at first, but after a while it was almost relaxing
"need help?"
"help with what?-"
"getting dressed"
"ugh, probably"
i broke from his grasp as i tried to stand, but even just attempting to sit up was an absolute pain. he pulled me back down into his arms, causing me more pain through the sudden movement. he clearly didnt get that because he kept squeezing my back every second he could
"if you didnt know, that hurts really bad"
"oh seriously?"
at that, he stop squeezing me so violently and ran his fingers through my hair
"you were amazing"
"shut up weirdo"
"how?! that was basically a compliment! plus you started it"
"i started it?! says the one who was about to eat me whole! have you see what youve done to my neck?!!"
the moment i look over i saw ayato standing right at the door with the most concerned and disgusted face ever
"im starving"
"no shit you are"
"exactly, so you should make me something to eat"
"make your own food"
"why must i get treated so horribly?"
ayato mumbled under his breath and left the room, closing the door behind him. i just pushed through the pain and got up to get dressed so i could make ayato something to eat since he was clearly at the verge of death. now that i think about it, i dont blame him. i mean we didnt eat any food last night and its almost lunch time, im not even sure how i managed to not eat. i looked over at itto who seemed to have dozed off again. i walked over and reached to pull the blanket over his shoulder, and walked out quietly closing the door behind.
"gorou youre alive!"
i turned around to see ayato completed layed out onto thoma, which thoma looked very.... uncomfortable
"y-yeah im alive"
"quit the chitchat, yeah? make me some food gorou"
"sure sure"
formalities certainly disappeared over night. i mean i didnt mind a single bit, i actually liked it more this way since nobody had to be someone they werent, its just ayato isnt the type to be so.. bossy? i cant think of the right word, but that one is gonna stick with us for now. i brought something together quickly and worked my magic.
half way through the meal itto came and wrapped his arms around my waist, almost squatting down to place his chin on my shoulder. letting out quite the loud and big yawn, startling me and causing me to drop some of the chilis on the floor
"mhh sorry pup"
"dont worry about it"
before i was, itto was already on the floor picking up the chilis. looking up in shock, i realized how much of a dazed look he had, and before i knew it our lips had already made contact. "unintentionally" i wrapped my arms around his neck, to which he pushed me towards and on the counter behind me, getting more into the kiss
"ew.. get a room"
and once again i got so caught up in things i forgot ayato and thoma were still here. meanwhile i completely turned my face from ittos and hopped off the counter, continuing ayatos meal, while itto was clearly unfazed as he clung onto my waist again and started sending passionate kisses down my neck. deep down i loved his kisses more than anything, i wish i wouldve made a meal that was longer to make. i walked over to ayato with itto easily keeping up with my pace and still hanging onto my waist. as i got to ayato i stood there patiently waiting for him to open his eyes, which he did, but just one. he peeked over and got up slowly to grab his food
"looks absolutely sickening! thank you"
if i could claw at this guys face i quite literally would. either ayato was telling the truth and itto was lying, or ayato was just a bitch and itto was telling the truth
"no problem"
he sure did eat his food like a pig so i didnt care all that much. i started walking back towards the kitchen until itto came to a stop, which stopped me completely since he had such a grip on me. he picked me up from behind which caught me off guard. he walked right into our room, closing and locking the door behind him. he placed me on our bed and unexpectedly held me down by my wrists, i was quite worried since he had such a serious and drowsy look
"i-is everything okay?"
his only response was a quiet hum. my face started to heat up as he went down to my neck to bite it once, and collapse right then and there. i felt closely to feel his breathing, which i did, and i listened closely to hear the faint sound of snoring. guess he was just tired. my, and when i tell you this position was uncomfortable, now i know how thoma feels.. since itto was so heavy i had no choice but to lay until he woke up. it was like there wasnt even a possibility of getting him off.

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