"WITH MY BODY, I WILL WORSHIP YOU"
[COMPLETE]
[ BOOK 2 ANNOUNCED]
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Lee Sohyan an 18 year girl, sinking in the debts to meet her daily needs after deciding to live her life alone. Things just get bad to worst. Her whole life falling apart.
When...
"Why are you here, don't you remember what you said the last time you left" She frowned at me. Its really been a long time that I last saw her. Her face seemed pale, she had developed some wrinkles now. Looking at her made my heart hurt but she left no option to me.
"I recieved a letter from the court a couple days back. The culprit behind the money laundering case is behind the bars now"
"As per the reformed verdict you will soon be released" I explained, but what this lady do was roll her eyes off. "Why are they doing this, at least I had a shelter and food to eat. Out there i have no one" she continued in annoyance.
I tried my best not to loose control. "Eomma.. I want to give us a second chance" I sighed and at my words I saw her senses calm down. She no more seemed angry, but went quiet.
"I will be leaving for Australia, I got a transfer from work and will be continuing my studies there"
"Then go, why do you have to look over for me. Go live your life just like you did before" she replied, but there wasn't anger any more. It was a normal conversation between a daughter and mother.
"I have a quiet good amount of savings and have rented an apartment, its not that huge but comfortable for you to stay"
"And there won't be a need for you to work as I will transfer you adequate amount of money every month"
"All i want you is to stay and not do anything stupid"
There was a long silence, seemed she was thinking about what I told her. "You always thought I was a mistake, I was the reason dad left you. I never got the love and care I deserved as a child, and I don't expect anything as such from you" I spoke trying to hold on my tears.
"You can continue hating me, i won't mind but please consider what i said. As a daughter, I don't want you to struggle for your needs at this age"
"Please think on it, I will be leaving in a couple days. I'll come tomorrow to recieve you, there are some legal procedures pending... that's it, I think I should leave now..." I added pursing my lips, why was she like this. Didn't she have anything to say. Did she hate me till that level that she didn't even think of answering me.
I couldn't hold it anymore and I didn't wish to cry in front of her. Picking myself I jolted back to leave. The last I saw her sitting behind those barrigades, looking at me blankly. The guilt of not making things right wih my eomma, the pain was unbearable.
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"Sohyan...honey eomma is sorry" the voice was very low and almost in whispers but it didn't take me a second more to turn around.
She was there standing, trying to look at me from the barrigade window. "Eomma.." I hurried towards her. All this years I begged to hear my name from her mouth, not with hatred but with love.
My eyes were flowing constantly and so were hers, she held her hand out from the small space and caressed my cheeks. This was the best feeling of my life. After this I could picture having a really improved relationship with my mother.
"Eomma is sorry that she hated you.. I tried to remove all my anger on you. I failed to be a good mom" she broke down, holding her palm close to her chest. Her sobs filling the room.
"I am proud of you my daughter, you grew up to be a fantastic women. Nothing like me, who herself ruined her daughters life" she spoke with guilt.
"No eomma, don't say that, we can still work it out. Things can still turn better" I took her extended palm in mine and assured her.
"I love you Sohyan, before you leave for Australia I want to spend a good time with you"
"We will eomma, I promise..."
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"You should be shameful Jimin, for what you did to her" Namjoon yelled at me because just a while ago I confronted. I very well knew he was the only person I could share all this to.
"I accept my mistake and that's why I have decided not to stop her from going along with you" I cleared.
"Jimin, I know you guys had some sort of deal and then you fell for her. I understand everything, but being her Sugar Daddy or boyfriend doesn't give you the right to manipulate her decisions" he stated in a firm tone. This showed how furious he was.
And I deserved this, all of his anger. Because I had done something so stupid. "I understand what I did was not right, and did agree to Sohyan's decision to take a break from our relationship" spilling everything, I tried to explain myself.
"Is this the reason you wanted to meet me Jimin?"
"I cannot live without her Hyung" my tears broke out. I never let my emotions out before anyone but today I couldn't hold it anymore.
"I understand how it feels when someone you love and cheerish more than anything pulls apart from you" he spoke as he stepped towards me gently brushing my shoulder to assure me.
"Hyung, please take care of her. I came here to tell you this, that I am giving my most precious thing under your wings" my words broke in slight gasps.
"I won't bother her anymore, there would be no communication left from my way"
"But why like this, Jimin you guys can be in touch.."
"No hyung, I have made my self clear. Sohyan will go to Australia, but there would be no Jimin in her life" I interrupted.
"Don't tell her anything about all this"
"Jimin try to understand, your relationship will be at stake with no communication" Namjoon hyung tried to convince me. But I had made up my mind long back.
"After yesterday's conversation with Sohyan, I realised one thing" I turned myself to face hyung.
"I always tried to hold onto Sohyan because I didn't want her to leave me stranded" I sighed.
"So now I am setting my love free.. if it comes back it was mine and if not, it was never meant to be..."
