Fifty Shades of my Sugar Daddy ( Jimin fanfiction ) PJM

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My heart was pacing at an unusual level, they were so loud that I could easily hear them till my ears. Due to the anxiety, my palms were sweating. Taking a deep breath my eyes glanced over the surrounding around me.

Eomma, stood in front of me with her teary eyes. While Hoseok was there gazing at me with a happy sad smile, looking after my luggage. Taehyung was here too along with Namjoon.

Yes, the day finally arrived when I leave Korea and move to Australia. Well I was nervous because this was my very first flight. Like I had never thought of travelling my air, ever.

Everyone talking, biding me off. But my eyes were busy searching for him in the crowd. In no time our flight would be boarding. For me every minute felt like a time bomb.

I was constantly looking at my watch. Couldn't even ask anyone, as they already had a clear idea of our consentual break-up. But my eyes were desparate to find him.

He should have been here by now. My vision was turning blurry and I couldn't stop it.

"Uhh honey, don't cry" my mom stepped ahead pulling me in her embrace. And so did I hug her tightly because I couldn't put a pause for my emotions. Didn't he wish to see me for the last time.

Hobi started to crack stupid jokes to lighten my mood and make me laugh. What could I tell them, why were these tears flowing constantly. This was my moment, and Jimin was the one who I expected to be here by my side.

"Sohyan, we should leave now. Its almost time" Namjoon cleared and I quickly wiped off my tears.

"You don't have to worry about the flight, I'll guide you throughout" he smiled, why does everyone think I am crying on so small things. No one even spoke about Jimin, as if he was a no one to me.

I nodded and went on to hug Eomma and Hobi, then take my luggage and tag along with Namjoon.

"Bye.. I'll miss you" I mumbled and followed Namjoon to check in all our stuff. All the time, from the security check to completing all the procedures I was busy glancing here and there.

But there was no sign of him. Even my calls went on voice mail. My first flight with a clenching heavy heart. This really sucked.

The flight departed, it was a ten hour long flight as Namjoon had informed. Settling myself and calming down my senses, I had now started feeling a little better.

Plane travel was new to me but it was not a problem because we were in the first class. Except me and Namjoon there was no one else, so I was on my own way.

I was busy browsing for some movie on the PTV, when I heard Namjoon.

"I know you were waiting for Jimin to arrive" his words made me jolt to face him. It really took me a long time to cool down, now what was Namjoon going to fill me in with.

Gulping down the knot formed in my throat, I glanced at him with a concerned face and nodded in acceptance.

"Don't get him wrong, here" he said while he took out an envelope and held it to me. I stared at the envelope and then back to Namjoon, as I took it from his hand.

"Read it" he stated and out back to his seat. It was a plain white envelope, and I opened it carefully because it was the most precious thing I was holding.

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Dear Princess,

Sorry I wouldn't make it to see you off, I won't lie as I didn't have any urgent appointments. Actually I was in our apartment, the house which we lived so many moments in.

Goodbyes really seem difficult, and I couldn't handle seeing you part away from me. I know you needed me, but I didn't wish to make you weak on such an important day of yours.

I guarantee your eyes were looking for me, but here I am walking through our apartment. Touching and remembering all those soft, funny, clumsy, lustful, lovely and romantic moments of us.

My eyes weren't stopping, constantly there were tears flowing. Over the last night my face and eyes were completely swollen, how would I come with such a face.

So I thought of writing you a letter, I am sitting on the couch where you first signed the deal with me. I know I wasn't the protagonist because I was the one who turned your life upside down to get you close to me.

Maybe you can call me a crazy Psychopath, who was insanely in love with you. If I would have come to see you off, you would have instantly missed your flight because I wouldn't have let you leave. That's also a reason for me not coming to you.

Remember you told me I was your strength, I wish I become the reason you feel confident rather then the reason of your tears. So even if you are far away, keep up with that bold and sassy behavior of yours.

You told me not to wait for you, but I insisted to wait for your return. But just because of this don't stop yourself from experiencing the new bonds and relations you come across.

Someone great said, Set your love free. Don't keep it stranded with  limits and protectiveness. That's what I have decided, after you read this letter and put it back in the envelope don't ever read it again. Promise me you won't trouble hyung to contact me. When you step on the land of Australia, be a Sohyan who never met a Jimin...

Bye.. and have a safe journey. Say 'Hii' to the kangaroo's from me. I never got to see one in real life.

I Love You to the Moon and back
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Sohyan..

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It felt like a thousand knives were seized through me. Forgetting Jimin was like stopping myself from breathing, because my each breath called out for him.

Tears rolled down my cheeks making their way on the letter. The soaked traces on my tears covered the paper as I couldn't control my sobs.

"I promise to do as you ..." I mumbled to myself as I pressed the sheet of paper close to my chest. It was good we were in the first class and my sobs slowly turned harsh as I broke down in my palms.

"I will be counting on my love for you Jimin..."

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Short chapter, I know. But our story is now reaching its end. Hardly 3 more chapters left and that will be a wrap for this book.

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