Chapter 4: Heartbeat

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Jieun POV
I wake up by the sound of the doctor talking to my teacher
"She is in a really bad state she's been out for 5 hours now, it looks like she was lacking sleep" the doctor said
Then Mrs looks at me
"Omo! Are you okay, the doctor said that you lacked sleep"
I nod
She widens her eyes
"For how long?"
I take a deep breath
"Two days straight"
When I say that both the doctor and my teachers eyes widen
"What were you doing" she asks
"I was fixing a necklace that belongs to someone very...close to me"
That was hard to say I just don't want them to blame chanyeol for my sickness
"Never do that again, ok. Now rest yourself"
When the teacher said that I slept straight after the sentence
While sleeping I can feel the presence of another person in the room
I can smell roses
And I can feel that person kneeling on the bed
That person moves my hair out of my face and tucks it behind my ear
"Why am I doing this?" It's a he
I try to open my eyes and see who it is but I can't
"Why do I care?" He says
"I hate you, but...I love you at the same time" he says
Why can't I open my eyes I want to see this guy
"I feel dizzy every time I want to be mean to you and when I am, I just crash" he says
Who is he
"My heart is telling me to take care of you, but my brain is telling me to pull this tube and put this poison inside"
Is he referring to the one that is needled into my body
He wants to kill me?!
I feel his warm hands on my cheek
"If only that didn't happen, I would have asked you out...but it did so it's never going to happen"
That was the last thing I herd from the mysterious guy
I really wanted to know who it was
Because he seemed pretty confused
And it also seemed as if he likes me but he doesn't
Ugh! None of this talk now I need to rest

Chanyeol POV
-a couple of minutes ago-
*sigh* I walk to the park and sit on one of the swings
We used to play hear when we were friends
I look up at the sky
"God, will you please tell me why my heart beats so fast when I'm with her, is because of my adrenaline rush to kill her"
I look down at my hands and sigh again
Why is the human body so complicated
I miss my parents so much
A tear rolls down my face
My mom and jieuns mom were very close
I wonder how she's doing anyways
Jieun never talks about her mother anymore
Maybe it's because there was no one to listen
I herd that she was diagnosed with cancer and that she's in the hospital Jieun is in right now
So I decide to bring flowers to her, I think she likes roses
I walk to the hospital and ask to see her
"Oh I'm sorry sir but she passed away early this morning"
O.O
What!!?!
Maybe that's why Jieun was crying after that phone call
I decide to go and see if Jieun is awake so I can call her stupid for collapsing
When I touch the handle of the door I can hear her talking to our teacher
"Omo! Are you okay, the doctor said that you lacked sleep"
That was our teacher talking
"For how long?"
She asks
"Two days straight" Jieun says
O.O
Two days straight wow, she really is stupid
When I was going to turn the handle I heard the teacher ask what she was doing
"What were you doing" she asks
"I was fixing a necklace that belongs to someone very...close to me"
O.O
She was fixing...my necklace
"Never do that again, ok. Now rest yourself"
The teacher said then she opened the door
She looks at me and smiles
"Don't let the past get in the way of your friendship" she says
O.O
How'd she know?!

Teacher POV
Jieun was talking in her sleep
She was talking about how much she hated herself
Because she was in that building with chanyeols parents, and they got shot there
She was also saying how much she loved chanyeol and that she spent her whole life trying to confess
But his parents died
I really can't believe how youth is nowadays
So much drama!
*sigh*

Jieun POV
When I open my eyes I see a very familiar face
It was one I knew form a long time ago
One that cared for me
But I didn't care for
He liked me
He chased me
Even if I looked ugly
But I liked chanyeol
I chased chanyeol
It was the person who gave me comfort when Chanyeol and Dara started dating
"Hyunwoo?"

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