Weeks went by. Time went by and slowly I retrieved my voice back and to be honest I have never been happier.
This means a lot to me as I had tons of things to do with this voice , first being to tell a lie about what actually happened to Lexi and second being to tell my parents about the night that Tyler found me . And just to think about these things I get irritated , sad & anxious at the same time.I called my Mom earlier in the morning when I was woken by a woman's cry along the corridor and I was so not bothered to go check out because the crying was loud and nearer as it was not echoing. I was not bothered because I know myself that I am emotional , I would find myself sobbing so hard.
The reason I called my Mom today was that I wanted her to bring my laptop plus it's been a long time being here so I have been lonely a lot of times and just can't help but stare at the flowers Tyler brought me. I mean they are pretty after all but I need my laptop to check the mandatory few things like emails and stuff but to be honest I just miss YouTube a lot , my favourite YouTubers and I know I am behind with so many things.
I quickly moved myself from the bed to the chair near the window to just check life outside. How are things , like for an example has there been any changes in the environment like the cutting down of trees or any stolen things. I guess that's how boring my life is here and I wonder when am I getting out. Like the thought of me to just look outside literally makes me aware how life is short , I mean a lot of things can happen in hours , minutes and seconds. Death can happen in minutes and seconds.
Soon the Doctor came in to update me on how I have been responding to antidepressants and he said I have been responding excellent and would like to release me soon.
"When are your parents coming to see you ?"
" Parent. I have one parent and she is coming today."
" Oh okay , please tell her to see me in my office when you're done with her there a few things I have to discuss with her, a'ght ?"
" Cool."The Doctor left and it just struck my mind that I am about to leave this place and still don't know my Doctor's name , it's weird.
That I remember is that he never introduced himself to me , he always had this demeanor solemn face on him which makes it pretty hard for me to ask about his name tag nor his name. And what's worse is I never get to read his name tag , I never had. Queer right ? But I will next time when he comes to do the rounds.Finally I got the information I been longing to hear all day. I can't wait to leave this hellhole because the food , the bed , the smell all atrocious. Everything about this hospital is atrocious on another level of disgust.
But at least I got to figure out myself , my life & most importantly how to lie to Sergeant Barbara about the incident plus I have gained the courage , the fever to talk again.
That's what I have gained to my advantage about staying in St Luke's hospital.Hours later I saw my mom come through the door with a bag pack and I know she brought my laptop.
" Hi baby." my Mom said reaching tug me inside her arms.
" Hi Mom." I said pressing my face to her chest or should I say collarbone since women have chest ? I don't know.
" I brought you things plus lunch because I won't stay for long because I have to pick up Mica from your Dad's place , so eat up."
" Oh. So you guys are like on speaking terms now ?" I asked eagerly.Suddenly my Mom lets out a huge heavy sigh not knowing what exactly to say , so to cut her short , since I've got the answer I told her that the Doctor said she should go see him at his office.
She then looked at me as I faced down averted to my sandwich which I am about to devour." Thanks for the lunch by the way." I said just to annoy her.
" It's okay Ray." she said then she continued " I have go and check out on your Doc , I hope he called for the right reasons."
" I hope so too."
She then went out to the Doctor's office whilst she is gone I log in on my Instagram to see if I have any messages and I have a bunch of unread messages from Laurette , my best friend. God I missed her so much.
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LEGS & FRAMES
General FictionRay Barker is a proud gay man who suffers a lot through his lifetime. His life never makes sense but he believes that at the end of the tunnel he will find his happiness and be free from this world's troubles. Like legs and frames build and shapes t...