The little trinkets you gave me

Part 3, subject 065

I was scared and it was a dark room. I tried to scream but nothing came out of my mouth. It was scary, really scary. The room looked bland and like a hospital bed. But white and there wasn't anything in it other than a few beds and a heart monitor, once I look more into detail I see other people, who were they? I looked a bit closer and I see they are like me. And didn't have to be tied down to a bed. I was the only one with handcuffs on my wrists and belts on my ankles. But my ankle wasn't mine, it had fur on it and it looked like the photo Rob gave me, what the fuck is going on? Someone walked into the room and turned on the light. Then walked over to me, the person had on a gown and wings like me. Their hair was shielded by a cap nurses wore but pieces were sticking out, they had gray hair with black feathers, their face was covered by a surgical mask and also glasses. Their voice deep and monotone.
"Hello 429 why are you here this late? I thought you would be here so much earlier! It's weird how late these kids are sprouting these days." he said, there was a sheet by me that I didn't notice, he reached out to grab it but before he could do that I flinched, and something flew out from under me. It was a hawks wing, dark ruby red and black feathers underneath my main coat of feathers. My feathers had a rich feeling of silk. My arm had grown fur and my hand had claws for fingernails. I didn't know what happened but my body went through another puberty, maybe also my hormones changed too!
tried talking but nothing came out.
"Oh, are you scared 429? I'm sorry I didn't introduce myself, I'm subiect 065 I'm here to help you with the training of your wings and new form. And also please retract your bird form. I can't help you unless you are not in bird form."
I just stared at him blankly then tried to put my wings back into my back, with no luck I looked at subject 065 for help
"Oh here, let me help you. May I touch you 429?"
I nodded slowly and then he uncuffed me from the bed for me to sit up.
"ok, what I'm going to do is I'm going to help you with your wings, arms, and legs. I'm just going to put pressure on the socket of your wing. Then it will go into your skin for a bit. You have a tattoo of your wings on your back, whenever you need them they will come out of your force, and you control it with your mind. How about you try with my help hm?"
I nodded again then he touched my back, I tried to concentrate on putting my wings into my skin to hide them then after a little pause they were gone, along with the fur on my arms and legs. The claws were still there but I can manage that for a bit till I get my wings under control. One thing was missing the markings. Like every other photo, Rob showed me a hawk that had their markings. But not me, I was looking around and saw my roommates. They all had markings on their arms but one. But before i got a good look 065 closed the curtain
'Thank you," I said weakly. I tried to sit up and talk but I couldn't talk, I could just sit up.
"So, 429, why were you sent here? In my file for you, it just says that you were sent here by a caretaker. Is that right?" I nodded
"Ok, next thing, how long do you plan to stay here at hawk hospital?" I just looked at 065 because he asked the stupidest question, I couldn't answer really wet, I couldn't talk. So I just put up the number 2 for 2 months.
"Two days? Two months? I don't know what you mean by that when you put up two." I gave him the look of "what the fuck is that supposed to mean?"
"Well, if all you're going to do is glare at me I might go get you a notebook to write it down, be right back."
065 walked off to grab a notebook, I don't know if he is going to grab me a pen but I can't talk so he's fucked if he doesn't get me a pen. After about five minutes after he hadn't returned I pressed the nurse button, and a nurse walked in and asked me what I wanted. I knew a little bit of sign language so I signed the drink, she nodded and brought me water. Then in walked 065
"Oh hello, 4291 Here is your notebook and pen to write things down for me!" I was handed the paper, I wrote 'well that took you long enough-'
"Well, there is no need to be rude. I could have not come back and ignored you, but I didn't," he replied, he had a snarky look in his eyes that screamed pity and anger. I have not seen that since my mother had been outraged by the fact that I was a part of the LGBTQIA community. I replied with Well, you came back, thanks 065. You're my hero'
"Wow, thanks 429 Isn't there a saying that says 'never meet your heroes? Because I think you're breaking that." he laughed warmly, and I smiled a bit, his laugh was cute.
"Could you call me Zane? That's technically my name. But if not that's fine I don't judge, I like my other name but Zane fits me, not SuBjEcT 429"
"Zane huh? That's such a handsome name, but you don't look like a Zane. You look like more like a person named gore I met a while back, Gore is that you?" He said jokingly, I found it cute the way he complemented me made me feel safe there
'Oh Gore? Thats a pretty cool name of I do say myself but why gore? That doesn't sound like a normal name'
"Oh! They were like you, they were a homosexual"