The Story Of Tonight (Lams College AU Fluff)

CHAPTER FOUR

A/N: HI HOW ARE YOU? DID YOU DRINK WATER TODAY? DID YOU EAT? ARE YOU TIRED? DO YOU NEED TO TAKE A SHOWER?
MAKE YOU YOU DON'T NEED THESE THINGS AND THEN COME BACK AND COUNUITE:)

TW: FLASH BACKS, MENTION OF CUTTING(ONLY ONE SENTENCE)

ALEX POV:

God why was he so cute. No stop Alex. He's probably straight. He smiles at me and I smile back.

"Here your pancakes are ready"

"Thanks lex"

I blush at the nickname. I turn away and finish making my pancakes. When I finish I go into the living room area and sit next to John on the couch. They were arguing over what movie to watch.

"Can we watch crawl?"

John asks. I hate horror. It reminds me of my past. But I didn't want to upset him. So I decided just to watch it.

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I was shaking and hiding under the blanket. John was cuddling me. He had turned of the movie but I was getting flash backs.

*TW STARTS HERE
Flash backs

The hurricane was sucking me in. I was in the eye of the hurricane. And it was quiet. For just a moment. There was silent.

I close my eyes and wake up in a hospital. I call out my brother's name and a nurse tells me that he had died in the storm. I started crying. I wanted to die.

After I got out that's when the cutting started.

*TW ENDS HERE

JOHN'S POV:

He was shaking and it wasn't from the movie. He was calling out some names. I was holding him. Laf and herc was looking worrily at him. I started breathing slowly and loudly and I hugged him closer to my chest. He started to calm down a bit. I wiped his tears away. He looked up and me and said

"Please don't leave"