A/n: ⚀⚁⚂⚃⚄⚅ gay cubes
T/w: mention of rape, abuse
Shit
He's here.
He's fucking here.
Francis.
My ex.
My abusive, rapist ex.
I unlink my arms with Alex in case he thought we were dating. Even though I wish we did.
"Um we should um go"
"Why?"
"Hello john~"
"Francis"
"I see you move on from when we broke up"
"Francis leave me alone"
"Aw but don't you miss me~"
"No I don't you abused me, raped me, why would I miss you?"
"Because you love me~"
"No I didn't and I don't so piss off I'm watching the show now"
"You'll regret this johnny"
"I highly doubt that"
He last me and Alex and went off to do God knows what. Me and Alex went into the gift shop and picked out somethings to buy.
"Look at the jumpers that have mindrea on them we should get macthing ones"
"Yea sure you pick out the colour I'll get my size ok?"
"Yea sure should we get our favorite colours or like the other ones favourite colours?"
"Um get our favorite colours"
"Ok you get your favourite colour in your size and I'll get mine in my size"
"Ok"
I find a jumper a couple sizes bigger cause I love oversized jumpers. I see Alex get the same. Over sized.
"You ready?"
"Yea let's pay for them"
"No I'm paying ok my treat"
"Ok I'll pay you back somehow"
You could kiss me.
"What?"
"Wait did I say that out loud?"
"Yea"
"Shit um well uh"
He laughed. He probably thinks I was joking.
"Just kidding um wanna watch the show now?"
"Yes first we should pay for the jumpers"
I paid for the jumpers and gave one to Alex. When he was putting it on I saw his shirt lift a bit. I blushed a little.
"What?"
"Um nothing"
I put mine on and we went in. Are sat down and I passed Alex his drink and he passed me my ice cream. We ate and sang along to the songs. Sometimes I would glace over at Alex and sometimes I noticed that he was already looking at me. It was probably nothing.
When it was the intermission I went to the bathroom while Alex looked after our seats. While I was walking I bumped into someone.
"Oi wacth it"
"Hey"
"Oh hello john~"
"Francis"
"How are you and your new boyfriend~"
"He's not my boyfriend we're only friends"
"Oh so I have a chance~"
"No you don't I don't like you Francis and I never will"
"Who said anything about having s chance with you"
I felt my heart dropped. Be wasn't serious, right? He can't but I go in the stall and come out and wash my hands. I go back into the theater and see Francis talking to Alex.
"Hey left him alone"
"Ugh why it's not like you have a chance with him anyways"
"I would rather date John than date you Francis"
"Ugh you guys are no fun"
He walked any and I sat down next to alex. I asked him if he was ok and told me what Francis said to him. He said that he was talking about when we used to date.
"He raped me, he forced me to do that stuff at first he was nice but then he started raping me and hitting and I couldn't tell my parents because my mom was dead and my dad's homophobic"
"oh I'm so sorry John"
"It's ok you didn't do anything plus you couldn't do anything about it now"
"Seven
Se- se- seventeen
Se-se seventeen
Seventeen eighty nine"We stopped talking and we watched the show. I put my hand on the band rest and felt something there. It was Alex's hand. He didn't flich because he was so absorbed in the play. I kept my hand on his. I watched the show and I felt something on my shoulder. I looked to my side and I saw Alex leaning on my shoulder. I learned my head on his and we just stayed like that and watch the rest of show.
"Alex?"
He hummed softly in response.
"The shows over"
"But I wanna stay like thisssss"
"Ok when we get home we can watch a movie and we can do this again ok?"
"Yay"
We went out and got into my car. While we were driving Alex fell asleep.
"God Alex why are you so darn cute?"
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The Story Of Tonight (Lams College AU Fluff)
FanfictionHi this is a lams story sorry for spelling mistakes. All French is from Google Translate.