I ran outside the house in the middle of the night. My heart pounding so loud. Certain thoughts in my mind. I closed my eyes. No. It couldn't be. She's fine. I breathed deeply and came back inside the house. I went to her room and there she was, sleeping peacefully. She said I should be ready for anything but I know I wasn't.
Tick. Tock. Tick tock.
Seconds... Minutes.... Passing by as her breathing.. Starts to slow down. Fading... Until she took her last breathe. Gone peacefully. My heart sank.
She died. My guardian angel. My grandmother. Tears started pouring non-stop. I cried my heart out. Agony. That was all it that night.
I stayed in her room while all of them were out after offering a prayer. I smiled and kissed the top of her forehead.
"I love you..."
It was the first time I said those words to someone important to me. See how I am?
I hate myself.
-Kaye

BINABASA MO ANG
Random Shitty Thoughts
RandomA documentation of her thoughts that's unheard. Random shits you wouldn't want to read. It's a waste of time I tell you.