I graduated high school and went to college. Met new friends and considered them as my second family. I became too attached and too happy, it never came into mind I could possibly lose them in an instance.
"You should stop school for now."
That simple phrase, broke my heart into pieces though I looked at her blankly. I didn't want to. I have set my plans for my future. Graduate, work, go abroad and build a house there. All of it... Gone.
I tried to find a way. Talked to the department.
"There's no need for you to leave. You're granted a full scholarship. All you have to do is maintain for the next semester."
I was smiling widely 'cause of the wonderful news. I hurried home and told her the story. Once again, I was disappointed.
No work for her, no scholarship for me.
The next few days, I went to them. My dear dear relatives. I swallowed all my pride and tried to ask for help.
"I badly.. Want to go to school.." It came out as a whisper but they clearly heard it. But then...
No help for me. I smiled, nodded, and bid my goodbye to them. The moment I turned my back, my tears fell. I wandered around the city. Walking. People glancing as I passed but I never cared. I walked and walked..
Hopeless. That was me at the moment.
-Kaye
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Random Shitty Thoughts
AcakA documentation of her thoughts that's unheard. Random shits you wouldn't want to read. It's a waste of time I tell you.
