Her POV
Have you ever stared at a wall or maybe on the floor or perhaps anywhere else. Nothing in particular. Just.. thinking.
Have you felt lost? Alone and trapped in your own soul while shutting everyone out? Because I did. Many times. I've mastered it 3 years ago. Having someone talk in front of me but not understanding anything. People chatting around but I won't hear anything. Walking in the middle of a crowd but not minding anything. That is shutting down.
It feels safe. No pain. Just a serene feeling of safety. I think I got issues but again, everyone does. Just different though so why bother telling someone all my shits? They got their own. I got mine. It's mine so I deal with it. Alone. I don't need help. I'll survive. Surely.
I hope I don't just randomly turn suicidal though. That'd be the stupidest thing.
BINABASA MO ANG
Random Shitty Thoughts
AcakA documentation of her thoughts that's unheard. Random shits you wouldn't want to read. It's a waste of time I tell you.
