The boy I can't get out of my head

Where it starts..‼️🫶🏻

(Writers note sorry if I say something wrong I did not read the stories lol)

Tsukasa's pov
It was another day like usual but it wasn't today felt different. I could tell something was going to happen today but what? I get up and look in the mirror. "Ruis coming over I don't wanna look bad" I mumble to myself. In the reflection all I see is some weird ugly kid who thinks he's going to be a star. Ugh I sigh, what was rui going to think of me if he saw me like this? Ugh why am I thinking abt him so much he's just my friend.. right..? No he definitely is. Yeah. I sigh again and get ready, but instead of my normal look I put on a hoodie. Then I hear a knock on my door. It's Saki my beloved sister. "Yeah what's up?" "Your boyfriends here~" she shouts. "SAKI ARE YOU KIDDING ME? FOR THE LAST TIME HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND" "sureeeee he's not" I hear from the other end. I finish up in the bathroom and walk out. "Oh hey rui" "hey you seem off you all right tsu?" "I- uh.. yeah just tired" "okay just know if you need me I'm right here" "thanks ruru" I wanted to tell him since he was my best friend but words had failed me again..

—time skip—
It's now time for the planning of their show

Rui pov
Im in my room just chilling before I have to go to phoenix park. yesterday with tsukasa was great I just hope he's feeling a little better after being a bit off . I look at my watch *2:55* oh shit! I get into my car and drive to tsukasas to pick him up. He's waiting for me outside and gets in the car. "Where were you I've been out here for five minutes dumbass." "sorry I forgot" i chuckle. he rolls his eyes at me. Tsukasa seems to feel better which I'm glad for. We get to phoenix park and me and tsukasa walk out, he honestly has always looked really pretty in his uniform. Why am I thinking this he's just my best friend it's not like I have a crush on him or anything. I walk up to emu nene and tsukasa. And we talk about the preformance.

—time skip— the next day
(I am not writing their rehearsal )

Tsukasa pov
Saki is out with her friends today so I figured I'd invite rui over! I feel a bit better since the other day so I'm going to order boba for him and I as a surprise! I have his favorite boba flavor memorized from a few months ago!
(Chat messages)

(WORLDS STAR!)
Hey rui wanna come over?

(Mr. Director)
Like rn??

(WORLDS STAR!)
Yeah

(Mr. Director)
Sure! Omw now
(End of chat)

Rui pov
I get to tsukasas place and I see him waiting at the door with my favorite boba. "You remebered?!" "Why wouldn't I have?"

Tsukasas pov
I Just liked to listen to him talk that's how I remembered :) wait what if he thinks I'm weird.. no rui isn't like that. Right..?

Back to ruis pov
I Take the boba from his hand and its perfect god he really is the most perfect boy wait what. Ive liked boys before but never my best friend.. why am I thinking of him like this. He's probably not even gay.. I ignore that thought and walk in. he asks to go up to his room and I agree like usual. I sit on his bed and he asks what I wanna do. Make out WAIT PAUSE WHAT. WHY DID I THINK OF THAT.? Okay uhm anyways I reply with idk. He suggests a movie so ofc I agree. "What movie?" I ask "You can choose!" He says with a smile. I being myself pick out a horror movie while he gets snacks. "What movie did you pick" "just one nene recommended me" "okay!" He replies happily.

A couple minutes later he is already terrified "RUI YOU DIDNT TELL ME IT WAS A HORROR MOVIE??!?!?!!!!!!?!" He says clinging to me for dear life. I feel my face warm a bit. "Whoops guess I forgot" he realizes he was clinging to me and gets off "sorry" he says embarrassed. "Don't worry about it tsu" hes so cute like that I feel my face get red again and I could see his was too. I'm starting to accept my crush on him. He's such a pretty boy..

Tsukasas pov
AHHHH I DIDNT MEAN TO CLING TO HIM!!!! I CAN FEEL MY FACE IS SO RED AHHH. I NEED TO ESCAPE BEFORE I CRUMBLE. I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM WHY AM I LIKE THIS!! "Uh.. rui I'll be right back.." I escape into the bathroom. WHAT DO I DO. I sit there and panic a bit before checking the time. *10:00* I leave the bathroom and go back into my room. "Rui?" "Yeah?" "It's getting kind of late do you want to stay the night?" "Yeah sure if it's alright with you" "yeah, you can sleep on my bed" I smile. Once the movie finishes up we both lay in my bed together. I can feel my face is red, like really red. To be honest I wanted him to cuddle me. Why did I? I didn't really know. I've never had crushes on boys in the past so this was all new for me. The way he makes me feel.. it's so special. But it's not like I have a crush. For sure.. I'm starting to not believe myself. I look over at rui, hes Just on his phone. I ask him something. I needed answers. "Rui?" "Yeah?" "How can you know if you have a crush on somebody?" "I guess if they make you feel special and happy and they give you butterfly's" wait that's how I feel about rui. It can't be. I'm not gay. But I think I am. I've never liked a girl but I've also never liked a boy? This was all to much. I go to sleep.

Rui pov
Did he just ask me that? Why? Does he like someone else? Wait. I just described how I feel about tsukasa. It's definitely a crush but I'm not super mad abt it

—2 hours later—
(2:05 am)
Tsukasa pov
I wake up next to sleeping rui with his arm over me cuddling me. Huh? I really enjoyed that but I knew I would wake him up any second being that he's a light sleeper.

Rui pov
I wake up, incredibly groggy to my hand over tsukasa cuddling him fuck!! "Shit my bad kasa" he stutters: "y-you can leave it there if you'd like?" "Oh okay" I keep my arm over him and move him closer. I could tell he really enjoyed it. He was so pretty, I just wish he felt the same way about me.. and now I'm starting to think he may..

1186 words.. not counting this part. Do not expect that from me for every chapter I was just really in the mood to write lmao also I stayed up till one am writing this last night so you better thank me😡😡