it's already midnight but cale still can't sleep because pain all over his body.
' ugh... why is it getting more painful..?'
Cale didn't know why but as it was almost midnight, the pain in his body was getting worse and worse.
it felt like he was being stabbed continuously, then tortured slowly until he couldn't even shed a drop of blood.
tears slowly fall and wet the bed, although his soul is already 38 years old, but his still small body will not be able to withstand this excruciating pain.
What's more, his body is weak like his mother who is like a glass.
"H-hiks...." this hurts so much, it hurts so much that he would rather die right now.
but immediately the pain subsided when he heard a woman's voice.
"Cale..." soft voice but it felt like she was sad...
after hearing the voice calling his name, the pain in cale's body started to slowly disappear and was replaced with sleepness.
Cale slowly closed his eyes and lost his consciousness.
But then...He woke up, Not on his bedroom..but
A flower field and he fell asleep under a big tree, The wind also started blowing slowly.
it was a refreshing feeling that he had not felt in a long time... considering all he saw before his regression was war and destruction everywhere.
but his eyes were now fixed on a woman who was walking closer towards him.
the woman had windblown short white hair and beautiful ruby-red eyes.
The woman smiled at him and called his name softly.
"Cale..." even though Cale didn't know the woman, But he knew the voice.
it was a voice that helped him, it was a voice that asked him to be his son.
and that voice was this beautiful woman in front of him...
"Y-you are...." Cale's voice trembled, not that he was afraid but he wanted to cry and thank the woman who had helped him to regress.
"Oh! Silly me! Did I forget to introduced myself dear? I'm Nefeli...nice to meet you honey"
Cale fell silent...Now he realized that this woman was always calling him affectionate words..
whether it's "Honey"or "Dear".
not that he doesn't like it.. but it was a nickname he never got himself,except from his mother of course.
but his mother just calls his name or "cutie" more often.
so let's just say that cale is very unaccustomed to someone's love or affection even though he really wants it himself.
Cale started biting his bottom lip and started thinking 'should I say it?'
Doubt...Cale really doubts.
he wanted to call the woman as mother or mama..but he himself doubted..no, he was afraid of losing that love again...
he is very scared...But.
even if only temporarily...He wants someone to love him!! Only for him!
"Mother!" Cale closed his eyes for a few moments as silence ensued. Noticing the silence Cale slowly opened his eyes.
'did She not like it..?' Cale started to lower his head, his heart felt like it was being ripped apart again...
' I knew... I shouldn't have said that...' Cale felt like crying right now but before the tears came out, he was surprised by the sudden hug.
"Eh..?"
"My honey!! How could you be Soo cute??!!! Can You say that again?! Please say it honey!!" Nefeli excitedly shook cale without realizing how flustered cale was right now.
"Mother-mother.. please calm down first.."
"Ah- i'm sorry honey! I was to Excited because you called me mother,dear!"
Cale's heart was now happy...Because finally there was someone who truly loved him.
"But mother...."
"Yes dear?" cale and Nefeli look at each other.
"How did I meet you? I'm sure I was in my bedroom when..."
"Thats...honey..i'm really sorry, i didn't know that you Will suffer that much pain...but I Will try my best to recover you!"
Cale looked at the woman who had now raised herself to be his son, apologizing for the mistake that Cale thought was not his fault .
now he was thinking, Did his real family ever apologize to him? no, Cale was even certain that no one in his world had ever sincerely apologized to him.
'why you so kind mother? Did I even deserve this?'
"I'm okay now mother, no need to worry" Seeing cale smile, Made Nefeli heart melt.
"Right...Dear, We don't have to much time now, so I Will tell you carefully... your body is now nine years old but due to the impact of the regression...your body is now even weaker, you are weaker than even glass"
"Ah...so thats the reason why my body feel so much pain?"
"Yes, you right... but remember to take care of your body honey, even I think if you just pinch it it will actually bruise.." Nefeli let out a disappointed sigh.
"Yes..I Will mother" cale who was a good child and just recorded all the words of his adoptive mother in his brain.
Nefeli smiled gently at cale and stroked his hair.
" although for now we can only meet in your subconscious, I'm very happy honey." Nefeli spoke in a sad tone but soon brushed it off remembering that she could still watch over her child from afar .
cale who was sensitive to one's feelings knew that his adoptive mother was sad right now, and was trying to comfort her .
" mother...is there any way we can always be together?"
"Well..we can If you already find my original body-. Oh! I just remembered! baby, you can look for my consciousness!"
"Consciousness??"
" its like a piece of a soul But it's just awareness, nothing more.. if you can collect it .. maybe I can be by your side without having to go through the subconscious"
"So...I just need to collect it? And mother Will be by my side right..."
"Yes dear but Take it easy, you don't have to try too much... I
if im not mistaken all of it was 5-8 consciousnesses...but don't worry too much, because most of them were in the roan kingdom"
"I will try my best to look for it mom!" cale smiled brightly toward Nefeli.
seeing that nefeli also smiled and hugged cale tightly, but for some reason his body began to disappear.
"Mother...?"
" my time is up honey...don't worry...we can meet again"
meet again...yes..they can meet again....so there was no point in cale crying.... right?
but why do the tears keep falling?
cale is not sad now.
happy.
he is very happy.
"Mother...please don't leave me" Cale began to hug Nefeli tightly.
hearing Cale's words, Nefeli just smiled sadly..
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Fantasy"It's okay Cale...this time...you have me" "Please don't leave me mother..." After die In hand of white Star, Cale Henituse Regress back In time where he was still 9, But now he was not alone like before, Because he now have a mother figure, Who lov...
