Butterflies (Maxine baker x reader)

First time?

⚠️ UNEDITED AND SELF HARM? ⚠️

"Come on. I need walk, walk, pas de bourrée, arms to the side, up and down, roll it to the left, pop the booty, pop the booty, face, and face. It's not hard, OK? So, you know what? Why don't you just do the next one and make it sexy? I want everybody in the audience hot."

I chuckle a little at that sentence,

"So, like our parents?"

I see and hear Riley snicker rolling my eyes I hear the teacher speak,

"Places, please."

I see Riley place her arm around Max's waist. I basically growl under my breath. My jaw clenched and my fist tight. When they dance Max smiles at her. Does she not like me anymore. I mean I came to this rehearsal to surprise her, but why? I mean I'm angry, pissed at her, but why am I pissed at her? It's cause of Riley. I see them get down on the ground and start trying to twerk? They turn to lay on their stomachs them looking in each others eyes. I know it's my time to find out what's going on.

Riley looks like she's just doing her dance role having fun. While Max seems to look at her with this look I can't describe. Adoration? Love? Admire? I feel something welled up in my pretty eyes. I blink vastly trying to get them to go away. Shit. I feel one slide down my cheek as they dance. I feel my legs drag me out the room. When I get outside the door I take a deep breath in. I try and breath, but the air just isn't getting into my lungs.

I sit down against the wall on the floor. I feel my air ways come cleaner. Is that the word? I breath slowly and wipe my face. I'm okay, nothing bad is happening, I can breathe, don't overthink. I sigh and lay my chin on my knees. I look around the plain school. No students, no teachers, and no one to help me. I hear the door open, but I don't look up from my spot on the ground,

"Y/n!"

I hear that oh so pretty sound that once was mine,

"What are you doing here?"

She smiles brightly with her perfect teeth and pretty face. I just stare at her and get off the floor. I grab my stuff and walk away. She catches up with me though,

"What's wrong?"

She looks at me confused,

"I don't know ask Riley."

I stare ahead of me the whole time we speak to each other. I know I may seem stupid because it's not her fault, but that's how I was raised. She looks more surprised than understanding,

"Are you jealous?"

She smiles and laughs expecting me to laugh too. But I just stare ahead and open the school door,

"Oh, are you mad?"

She grabs my bicep and squeezes it trying to be comforting,

"Yeah, Max I am mad. I saw the way you look at her. I never see you look at me that way."

I move my hands my anger taking over my body,

"I hate that you like her."

I get closer to her face,

"Just admit it."

I clench my jaw,

"I- I don't like her. I mean I see her as an idol Y/n that's it. I admire how confident she is."

I look into her eyes for any lying. None. I sigh and look down shaking my head. I'm so stupid. I turn around and walk towards the sidewalk to home. I'm so fucking stupid. I shake my head more violently. She runs up to me,