Butterflies (Maxine baker x reader)

Moving along the lines :)

When my mother had me and Ginny, at 15, we had gotten the sex talk when we're only seven. We both agreed it wasn't some birds and bees crap. It was straightforward. Not like a typical mother. The thing about our mom is there's not much typical about her.

"Uh.. you have a pen I can borrow?" A dark skinned guy turns around asking. During that moment I spaced out because it wasn't my business. Then again why should I care, Ginny gets involved in mine. He probably is trying to hit on her. Like my momma said, "sex. Men want it, and they think you should give it to em'. But you should never give anything unless you gettin' somethin' in return."

"Hi." He speaks looking up at some whore that obviously is showing off. "Hey." She says smiling a little bit down at him. I look between them as they tussle over a pen.

"You're such a loser." She says in a high tone voice. She walks away, him walking after her like some lost puppy. I watch as she plays with her hair kinda feeling upset. I mean what did you expect? I used to like her. Did I forget to mention that?

"Virginia Miller, Y/n Miller. Can I talk with you in the hall for a minute?" A teacher speaks at the entrance of the classroom. " Y/n, Virginia." She closes the door as she talks, "It's Ginny." "It's Y/n/n." Ginny and I say at the same time.

"Your stepfathers been in an accident. Your moms on her way here with your brother. I'm so sorry. He didn't make it." She pulls us both in a hug, thinking we need comfort.

Little Time skip

"Poor Amber Lynn. I know they had their problems with the divorce, but still, she must be devastated."
Me and Ginny hear as we comfort Austin at the Casket.  "Have you seen the new wife? Who shows that much cleavage at a funeral?" "Tacky." I hear the first woman scoff as Ginny walks over to them. Ginny bumps into their shoulders, obviously on purpose.

"Oops. Pardon me. I tripped" she touches her arm in a apologizing way. They two woman walk away scoffing and mumbling under their breathe. "Kenny was the best." People clear the way showing my mother. "The best. After being a single mother for so long, he was like a godsend. And he was wonderful with Virginia, Y/n, and Austin." She starts tearing up. "He treated them like his very own." Thats bullshit. I know how he really was.

Flashback (TW: Sexual assault, mention of R@pe.)

I stood in the kitchen making some food. When I heard footsteps I got worried. I turned the stove hot. And kept it on as I turned around. I see Kenny standing there looking at me surprised.

"Hey, sweetheart. What you doing?" He walks closer to the fridge getting something I couldn't see. I didn't trust him, but for my mothers sake I don't say anything. She deserves to be happy. "I'm just making some food." I say turning back to the stove, still holding the knife just in case. I felt the footsteps shaking the floor the more he stepped next to me.

My breathing picked up. I tried and calm myself down. I just couldn't do it. I felt him place his cup down next to me. Why next to me? I don't know either. I see my hands shaking more so I try and cut more jalapeños. "Sweetheart, not to be rude, but you're cutting those wrong." He steps closer. I felt his breath on my neck. I couldn't do it longer. He grabbed my hand. Gripping my left shoulder tightly. "I can teach myself Kenny." I say trying to get away.

"Sweetheart, trust me on this." I get a disgusting shiver down my spine when his breath hit my ear. I felt him move his hand cutting the jalapeños, while moving his other down my body. I felt myself start to tear up. Is he going to rape me? Is this sexual assault? What do I do? Help me. Just as he got to my waistband of my shorts, I felt myself feel a pain in my hand. Realizing I burned my hand on the stove. I cried out. He stopped what he was doing and looked at my hand. He grabbed it and brought me to the sink.

I pushed him away and ran to my room. "Honey pie where you going?" I heard my mom say from the front door, just now walking in. She look at the kitchen and sees Kenny turning the stove off and grabbing the dishes with his nasty, dirty, hands. She felt anger flow through her.

When I got to my room I tried to breathe while looking at my burning flesh. I go straight to my bathroom and clean it and wrap it up. When done I go to my closet getting dressed. Locking my door then going to sleep. I need to get it off my mind.

Flashback over

Before I knew it we were in the car. "But she caught me on the counter." Georgia sings turning towards us. "It wasn't me!" Austin sings along with me, in the front. "Saw me a banging on the sofa?"

"It wasn't me."

"I even had her in the shower."

"It wasn't me."

"She even caught me on camera."

"It was—"

Austin and I were in the middle of singing, when Ginny reached forward and hit the radio. "Hey!" Momma whines as Ginny speaks, "Sorry. Do you think this songs appropriate for a nine-year-old?" She complains. "Oh please, he doesn't understand any of it. Austin, whats this song about it?" "Doing it on the bathroom floor, and getting caught. And lying so you don't get in trouble." Momma giggles, "go back to your Harry Potter game." I felt myself smile at the cute interaction.

I zoned out focusing on the road, nothing else. Again, zoning out causes me to not know where we are. Guess we're at a gas station now.

I was with mom in the gas station getting slim Jim's and soda. I was not really in the mood for actual food. I walked out after we paid. I saw a police car and my momma tensed up. I knew she wasn't okay. We kept walking towards the car "Hi Mr. Officer!" She walks slowly. A little bit closer to Ginny. Who was still a little tense and uncomfortable. "Was that racist." She turns towards us both. "That was racist. Right?" "I think it is." I felt myself shift around. "Guess we're not leaving that bullshit behind in the South."

I put my stuff in the car, as well as my wallet. "What was with you? "Hi, Mr. Officer!" You sound like a bad porn." She walks putting the gas pump away. "I could use a good pat-down. Been a while." Georgia walks towards the driver seat. "Gross. Seriously, just gross." Ginny gets into the passenger seat. Guess I'm sitting in the back. "Scarring. I'm scarred." We soon we're off. Me ending up playing with Austin on his Harry Potter game.