Mafia's love

°•Maria!•°

Before you start,I wanted you to know that this chapter of  Mafia's love is inspired by my favorite song, Hold on by chord Overstreet,if you ever need anyone,please talk to them,love you,enjoy

TW-Su!cide

Maria's pov

I am glad that Ace defended me,I need a break for this shit I dragged myself into,we are in the car,I am silent thinking what purpose my life serves, chaos is the answer,fights are the answer,this rivalry between Ace and Victor is hardened because of me,because Victor trusted and loved me,because Ace likes me and needs the information and he protects me,I don't deserve any of this,non, maybe I would be better where my parents are, with god,where I can't make things worse the they already are "are you okay,baby?" Ace's gentle and deep voice filled the silence that had formed in the car, "yeah" he's driving tonight and I don't wanna distract him,not with my little problems, "why are you silent?" "No reason" "I am starting to worry now,love,you normally never shut up" "I am just tired" "are you sure that's the only reason?" "Yes" no the fuck it's not,I dont know how he reads people so well but I think he knows something is wrong, maybe he knows I can't take it anymore,maybe he knows that I wanna just die, "I promise" I fake smile,I'm good at it,I still don't think he buys it but he stayes silent

We are back at the mansion and I was deadly silent in the car, which has Ace a little suspicious "my love,say something,voice the thoughts that are disturbing you" oh no no Ace,if I do then you would literally kill me, "nothing Ace I'm fine" "Yeah sure,if you are fine then I am Santa clause" I cant with him,he is so nice to me,I don't deserve this,I really wanna just end my life once and for all, I'll do it, "tonight I'll sleep with you" "fine" atleast I'll get his warmth one last time, I have a pocket knife I snuck from Ace,that'll do the job but first I need to write Ace a letter explaining my situation

Dear ace

Hope this finds you well,I hope your and Victor's rivalry ends, because of me you both were angry,now that I won't be here anymore that would never happened, Ace,I love you too,and always will,I am so sorry if I ever said anything wrong and tell Victor I hate him, my heart belongs to you

Yours
Maria♡

Good enough,now for the tough part,which will be painless and quick,Ace already fell asleep, I kissed him on the cheek,my last goodbye

I went to the washroom,bye world,thinking of rosa,mr and Mrs Singh and Ace
I sliced my throat.

Aces pov

I woke up in the middle of the night and the bathroom light was on,Maria wasent here so I thought she went in,then I found a letter in her pillow

Oh no no no no, "Maria!" I shouted getting out of Bed and towards the washroom, a horrible sight met my eyes,Maria,her throat sliced open,she was passed out and had lost a lot of blood ,I quickly kneeled and picked her up and pressed my ear near her chest, she has a heart beat,altho faint, I need to get her to the hospital "Jaxon! Jaxon come here!" I shouted, my best friend came "Ace what the fuck is going on?! Who is this?!" "Nevermind that,call 911 and quick!" He rushed off I supported her head and picked her off the floor and ran down stairs, the ambulance came and the medics came and quickly took her, I followed in my car, shit shit, what happened?! Why did she commit, what happened?! I should have known,I should have seen the signs,we reached and they quickly took her to the emergency room

I kept prancing,trying to make sense out of this situation, when nurse came "how is she?" "She lost a lot of blood,we are transferring blood right now she'll be up,can you tell us what happened"  "Yeah,she was with me tonight and she seemed silent and then I woke up in the middle of the night with a su!cide letter so I ran to check on her and then I found her,she'll be alright, right?" "Yes,you can visit her after two hours" "alright thank you so much" the possibility of me not finding her haunts me,why would she do this? She loves me, had she told me her thoughts I would've helped her, fuck maybe she had stress about what happened at the ball I can't keep thinking I'll just wait now

*After two hours*

"You can come in" the nurse told me, I went inside,Maria was there,she laying down with her eyes open,she saw me and waved a little, I went over and sat beside her and then moved her hair behind her ear," Maria can you tell me why you did this?" "I-i,I cant reason my behavior Ace,I'm tired of living,knowing my existence beings you pain"
"Maria,my love,my princess, who told you that?" She started crying, I wiped away her tears," Victor would've come after you he's dangerous and I was not ready for you to risk your life,his family is influential,he could've gotten you killed and the outcome would be anything then pleasant,so I thought whatever he told me would die with me so I just..." she couldn't continue,my heart ached,she cared so much,that she gave her life, I. .... I never thought I meant so much to her,I get into danger everyday but she couldn't see me get in danger because of her?, I don't have words "Maria, please never do this again,not for me" I broke down "no no my love please dont cry, I promise" she said wiping my tears with her hand, I grabbed it and held it never to let go.