ʜɪs Omega (Yoonkook)

chapter 27

Yoongi's POV

I sat back on the couch. Tae leaning on my shoulder, Jin hyung almost passed out on my left and a boring drama on the TV. Hobi hyung isn't home, he was some important business... busy man

I don't know but it seems like the drama leads were having an argument...damn, when did it get there? Sleeping sounds more interesting than this. Who's idea was to put on this drama?- of course, tae.

I was dozing off but suddenly tae poked me on the cheek....ahh this child
I gazed at him but he just didn't care

"Yoon...."- he whined

"What?"

"I'm bored"

"Go to your room and sleep"

"No!"

- I sighed "so what do you wanna do?"

"Let's talk about...umm...life?"

- I almost choked up at that.

"Yah, don't make fun of me! I'm serious."

"Nah, it just sounded funny from you"

-he rolled his eyes at me "Listen..."- he said and fully faced me

"As we are done with the training...what will we do? Like what position you wanna be in?"

"... assassin"- I said without thinking twice

"Waaa... Yoon. You're good at shooting! An omega assassin, that's hot"- he nudged me playfully.

"Yeah, I guess. What about you?"

-he seemed lost by the question. He looked down sadly

"Tae, if you still don't know it's totally fine. Take your time...um.. You're amazing at freehand fighting tho!"

"Hm? Oh... yeah. Guess I'll figure it out later"

"Aren't we going back to Korea?"- he spoke again.

"Yeah, hobi hyung said we'll leave soon. You know, the "Jung" headquarters is in South Korea...we have to go back there anyway"

"I can't wait to go back to Korea! I left so long ago, when I was eleven!...hell, I really miss that place"

"....hmm"

"Hmm, good thing I came with you guys. Now we won't have to part ways"- he smiled

"Of course we won't part ways you dummy! You really think I was going to leave my bestfriend here? Even if you didn't come with me that day, where would you have been?- at the camp! I already planned with Hobi hyung to kidnap you from the camp and take you with us if you didn't agree. Good thing you agreed on the easy way"- I laughed at him. He sure is stupid sometimes

- he just smiled widely and layed his head on my shoulder again. I frowned...

"Our conversation about life ends here?"

"Yeah, life is shit and I don't like to think about shit much"
- he pouted

I laughed... what he said was true, couldn't deny that. Life indeed is shit

(On the other side) Author's POV

"So...how about the fourth of July?"
- Mr. Jeon said in a rather happy voice.

Currently, they were all seated in the living room. Mr and Mrs Jeon, Namjoon, Lisa, Mr Manoban and Jungkook...they all were here

"That sounds great! The soon the did can be done"- Mr Manoban laughed out

"So should we confirm the date of marriage?"- Mr Jeon asked again, eyeing Lisa and Jungkook both

"Yes of course!"- Lisa shouted excitedly

Meanwhile, Jungkook sat there sniff. Not looking at anyone, just gazing at the floor emotionlessly...as if he's soul isn't even present there and he just doesn't care

And no one waited for his opinion anyway. Who asked him first to begin with?

"It is confirmed then! Make it official tomorrow"

"No no, let's keep the people curious a little longer. It's a big bomb to drop"- Mr Manoban laughed out

Everyone was laughing, looking happy and enjoying themselves...it really felt like there was going to be something brand, like a marriage.

But who noticed? Who noticed the deepness of it...

Namjoon sat there nervously while glancing at Jungkook. It concerned him a lot how the young alpha was acting. It isn't new that he's acting lifeless but he stopped reacting also... he's been doing anything he's father has told...it's unusual and weird.
Why was Mr Jeon acting like that to begin with? doesn't he hate the Manobans too?- no one knew what was going on in the Jeon family

Namjoon sighed deeply, knowing he can't do anything. He wished to do something, only if Jungkook told him to
He only has to put up with their shit now...he can't help it. He's been clueless also

"Excuse me"- Jungkook stood up. In this two hours conversation he finally spoke.
All eyes on him but he avoided them all

"I feel too tired right now. I need some sleep, I hope you understand"

"Ohh honey, are you not feeling okay?"- Mrs Jeon asked with sympathy

"...babe, are you okay?"- Lisa joined in to the game of sympathy

As Lisa tried to hold his arm he quickly pulled it away...it went unnoticed by the others but angered Lisa to the bones

"Mom, I'm fine. I just need to rest... good night"

-with that he left.
They acted as if nothing happened and kept talking

Jungkook stormed upstairs to his bedroom and closed the door.

Tho his face held no emotion.
He took a deep breath trying to calm his mind.
He needed to refresh his mind a little

He went to the bathroom and decided to take a shower. The took off his clothes and turned on the shower...the cold water ran through his whole body but he kept sniff.

It was hard to breathe, he couldn't breathe...as if the air wasn't getting inside his lungs. Was it all because of the cold water? Or something else?

He tried to breathe in... suddenly his eyes fell on the mirror inside the shower pod, a small midsized mirror...yet it held a lot. It held Jeon Jungkook's reflection.

He started at it for a little too long. He looked like a mess, he couldn't see himself...he just saw a broken and fucked up man. Where did the strong alpha go? What a shame...why was he looking at himself with pity? Where's the pride?

Where did he lose himself to?

He punched the mirror as hard as he could.
The mirror crumbled into pieces and his hands started bleeding.

The cold water ran through it and the wound was bleeding heavily but he didn't care at all. He hung his head low
Breathing became header. Suddenly the bathroom was filled with sounds of sobbing...

...maybe, just maybe there were a few tears along with the blood in that shower

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Hey lovelies!

How are you?
It's an early update... I'll try to update weekly from now on. •_•

How was the chapter? I think it was rather boring... I'll try to make it more interesting in later chapters! Fighting~

Okay that's all, love y'all xoxo

Have a nice day/ night <3

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