ʜɪs Omega (Yoonkook)

chapter 24

Author's POV

"What? No! Are you nuts? Say something that is possible"

- that's the first thing Jin shouted on the phone after hearing what Yoongi said.

"Hyung, I have to...I want to"

- Yoongi said with hope to convince him. He could hear Jin sighing.
It did take him a lot to finally tell his hyung his mastermind plan...but now. He's fearing it, there's nothing Yoongi would do to displease Jin... he'll just ask and maybe try to convince

"Yoongi, no. Not possible. I-it's too dangerous. A defence agency Yoongi! Hell no!"

"Hyung, I think it's the best for me. I want to prove myself and it's the best opportunity. Hobi hyung's own defence agency...one of the best! Imagine my improvements if I get there. Just look at the positive side hyung"

"Out of so many fucking jobs, you just want to do that? Be an agent? Like seriously? Are you crazy Yoongi?"

- Yoongi kept quiet. He saw that coming. It isn't easy for Jin to allow that.

On the other hand, Jin wanted to just go and talk to Yoongi face to face. For him it was a mindless idea. He just couldn't imagine that soft, innocent and harmless omega to be an agent. It's not easy. Imagining the amount of injuries, hardships and life-threats made Jin crumble already. Having him away from himself was enough.
He thought he would support him at any choice but this...

"Yoongi, it's just too risky. It's not a place for an omega like you. I promised I'd support your choices but this...ahh. The world is already hard, do something else. It's just... yo-yoongi you could even-"

"-die...I know"

- Yoongi said straight without thinking twice

"That's kinda the reason I want to do that. I'm too soft, innocent, harmless? I'm an omega and I can't do that? It's too hard for me? Impossible? I want to prove all of that wrong. I want to be brave and independent too. I don't want to be a weak, helpless, worthless omega I always am. I dream of pride... that's it hyung. I know about all the things I have to go through to do that but it's alright... I'll try my best. I don't care about a life that only calls me worthless just because I'm an omega"

"... Yoongi "

- sure, Jin already knew about his mindset but...what a reminder.
Jin knew why Yoongi was calling himself worthless... someone did make him feel that way.
He was protesting against his decision just because it didn't seem right to him but the little omega he raised has big dreams. The way he talks about his life makes him proud and sad at the same time.
If he is so determined to do something, how could Jin say no?

Even though, it's still bothering him. He kept getting flashbacks of Yoongi's crying face when he would accidentally cut his hand, the same omega...how? He just doesn't want any more hardships for him and keeping his life on the line?
- Jin seems breaking but he won't utter one more word against him. He'll let him do as he wants...

"W-when are you leaving for the training?"

-yoongi's eyes immediately lit up. Jin agreed so easily...it felt like a dream. He could hear the hint of sadness in his voice. He knows his Jin hyung, he knows how much he loves him. And Yoongi is ever so grateful that Jin understood him.

" Today...in a few hours"

- Yoongi said in a small voice, fearing Jin's reaction.

"What?!"