(Letting everyone know that this is a personal issue that I dealt with. Nothing against anyone)
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Having someone in the past made me think that I should choose my decision carefully. Having problems choosing friends is a long time-consuming decision. The first issue of dealing with someone from my high school was different than the time. The first time, it was like a long time for me to realize that a certain person and the last person that I dealt with was short and sweet. It was worst than the first.
My heart was shattered into pieces, and I was the one that was helping that certain person.
My problem is that I'm afraid that I made friends like the last one. Because I'm afraid to be more broken than the last.
I feel shame because I was too trusting once again.
I still doing therapy and I have been telling people that it's helping, but I keep things to myself because I don't want anyone to worry. I'm starting to feel better than a month ago.
It's life and things happen. I guess
