The Connection

1

2 years later..

This stupid ass alarm, groaning I turn over shutting it off. Great today is my last first day of high school. I wish it could just be over by already.

Rolling out of bed, making my way to my bathroom to do my morning routine. Looking into the mirror I look at myself. A lot has changed these last two years. I'm a fucking giant I stand at 6'8; muscles short shaggy brown hair.

After I finish in the bathroom I head downstairs. This house feels so empty.

"Morning momma" I greet her with a kiss on the cheek. "Morning baby, ready for today?" Walking to the island table I sit. "Yeah so excited can't wait too go to hell." I can hear her beautiful chuckle.

I don't hear it much since my dad passed away 2 years ago. Yeah I told you alot has changed. We haven't been the same since. I lost two people that day, my heart was not ready for it.

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Pulling up into school I try to prepare myself. 'I'm almost out of here' I chant in my head. Walking towards the entrance I feel the stares. The whispers just the basic high school bullshit.

I look at my schedule for the first time, though I got it two weeks ago.

1.Music
2.Math
3.Lunch
4.Gym
5.French

I love that I have music first. I love music mostly the piano. I head to my locker I feel it. Feeling her presence, the one who got away. Emma.

I don't attempt to meet her gaze. I can feel an ache start to develop in my chest. I hate this feeling I shouldn't feel this. Rushing to get as far away from her as possible; I shut my locker damn near running away.

Finally getting to the music room I sit down. I pull my phone out; trying to ignore everything around me. I do just that until I smell it.

Strawberry and Rose.

The scent that hunts me every night. I knew she'd have this class. We both love the piano. I taught her. She was always easy to teach. Yup as you can tell we aren't the same anymore.

I honestly have no idea what happen af-after we uh yeah. Which by the way was great. Atleast that's what I remember. She left me alone the next morning. We haven't talked in 2 years.

Nothing.

She seems so damn close. And I can't understand why. I refuse to look at her, she doesn't deserve my attention. Fuck her.

'Ha you already did'

I try not to snicker at my thoughts. It slips anyways oh well. "Something funny?" That raspy sexy ass voice. I hate her.

I trail my eyes up her body. Her long tanned legs, tight in all the right places. She's wearing her cheer uniform. Skirt so short I'm sure if she bends; her ass will pop out.

Her arms are folded pushing her tits up. I can't help but lick my lips. Finally I get to those fucking eyes. The ones that old all my secrets. I can see her visibly shiver.

I don't hide my smirk. I love I have this effect on her. "Mmm nothing prom queen." I can hear her groan. "Don't call me that! Yo-"

"Yeah I know you don't like it. Which is exactly why I do it." She hates when I cut her off too. But I don't care about her feelings right now. She didn't care about mine.

"Ugh you know I hate that too!" I look her in the eyes. My heart drops, my stomach feels sick. And no in a good way. I can't help but let my facial features show sadness.

For she has shattered my heart.

The look leaves as soon as it comes. I know she sees it. I can see her eyes start to water. I break eye-contact she has no right to cry. "Emma I stopped caring about how you felt 2 years ago."

There is no emotion behind my voice. She made me into this.

Heartless.

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It's finally lunch time. If this school has one good thing; it's their lunch. I don't plan on sitting in here. I don't know anyone to sit in here. I still haven't made any friends.

I know it's my fault and I'm okay with that. After getting my lunch tray I make my way outside. I have a secret spot under a tree. Nobody knows about it; not even Emma.

She lost that right; the right to know new things about me. She has no idea who I am now. I'm still much the same; yet very different. I sit and enjoy the peace while I eat. Listening to the sound of birds.

After I finish eating; I just sit there writing music. It's my greatest passion next to the piano. I've had this Melody stuck inside my head. I need to get it out. I get so lost in the song; I don't even realized I'm late for Gym.

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After I rush to change my clothes I run through the gym door. All eyes fall to me. I keep my face blank and take a seat. "As I was saying I won't tolerate any LATE students."

This asshole gym teacher speaks looking in my direction. I throw him a sarcastic asshole smile. It's gym for crying out loud. I look around to see who's in this class. Not that I plan on talking to anyone.

And that's when I catch her now green eyes starring at me. Taking in my new and improved body I got fit over the summer. I flex my arms sending her a wink. Making her blush.

I don't know why I did that. I guess I just like that I can still effect her. I want to know why she did what she did. I need her to make sense of all this shit for me.

I lost her and my dad in the same day. It all hurt so bad. That hurt soon turned into anger. I need to be mean to her, she needs to know what it feels like to be hurt by the one you love the most.