Bound to falling in love -Rafe Cameron

4

* Lavinia's pov*
*tw*
I get out of Sarah's bed and walk into the bathroom locking the door. I look through the cabinets trying to find the sharp object I'm looking for. I know she should have one. I get to the medicine cabinet and find a little box with them.

I take one out and looks at it. I take end up taking off my jacket and looking at my body with all the bruises and scars all over it. I hate how I look. My eyes go up to the mirror and tears are following down my face. How did I not realize I was crying. I take the blade and put it on my arm and make a cut. That goes on for five minutes and I end up passing out on the floor.
*tw over?*

There's banging on the door. My eyes open up and I look around to see blood everywhere. "Lavy come on we are taking you out." Sarah calls on the other side of the door. I get up and clean the mess quickly before she finds a way to open the door and put my jacket back on and walk out to her staring at me.

"You know....I've just realized you look very thin. How are you fitting into those pants?.." I shrug. " they are not that big Sarah." She nods her head and smiles at me grabbing my hand. "Come on I have people to show you!" She jumps and pulls me. We end up going to the cut again to John B's house. What is she so obsessed with coming here.

We walk through the doors. The pouges come running up to me. "Lav are you okay." I nod my head and smile lightly at them. "I'm good. Nothing like a good rest to get you going." I laugh lightly at the joke I made but no one laughs so I just nod my head and look down.

"Come on we are going outside." Sarah taps my shoulder I nod my head. "I wanna get a drink first." She shrugs and walks away to be with everyone else. I look at them through the window and see them having fun. Maybe she is better off without me....

I go over to the door and put my hand on the handle and start moving it slowly to walk out when a voice talks. "Running away doesn't do any good...trust me." I turn around and see Jj looking at me sadly. I shake my head.

"Look at my best friend J! I'm bring her down. She doesn't even know half my life!" He nods his head and slowly walks over to me. "But I do. I don't know everything but I know exactly how you feel." I shake my head. "No you don't!" I scream at him over and over again. "Your dad is way better then mine!" I yell in his face cause he's standing right in front of me make barley any space away from each other.

He laughs. "Mines not in any way. But who am I to judge what I don't know right?" I nod my head. "I've known you for a while Lav. Growing up I've watched you." I look at him confused. "That's boarder line stalking." He laughs again. "I mean I've seen what you been through your whole life. I was just always scared to talk to you cause I felt like I wasn't good enough for you."

*smutttt*

I look at him more confused. How is no one noticing we are missing right now? "What do you mean by that?" I whisper lightly and he looks into my eyes. "I mean like this" He whispers back and places his hands on my waist and smashes his lips on mine. Wait I'm actually having my first kiss...

I don't know what to do. He pulls away a bit and grabs my hands and puts them on his shoulders and smiles. "You never kissed someone?" I shake my head and he laughs. "That's fine your still the same to me." He states and pulls me closer to him and kisses me again. This time I pull him closer to me and it gets heavy fast.

I never been like this with someone. He backs me up into the counter and my back hits it. He bends down a little and grabs my thighs and picks me up and puts me on the counter. I wrap my legs around his waist and hold him. He dips his head down and places kisses down my neck.

He trails back up my neck and sucks on my neck probably leaving marks but I don't have time to care right now. He hands go to my waist and he pulls me alittle bit off the counter so I hold my weight by leaving my hands behind me. He slowly moves his hips to mine grinding on me.

I grab his face with one hand so it hides my moans. His hands fall to my thighs and he grips them hard and starts grinding more into me. I move my head to his shoulder and breathe heavily. He slowly moves one hand from my thigh and goes to my sweatpants string and starts untying it. "You ok with this Lavinia?" I slowly nod my head. He looks up at me. "No I need words Lav." I stare into his eyes. "Yes I'm fine." He smiles at me and I do it back.

He puts his hand in my underwear and starts rubbing me. My breathing gets move heavy while he looks down watching his hand. I move my waist to match the pace his hand is going. He takes his other hand that's still holding my thigh and wraps it around my throat. My head falls back and my breathing gets heavier and heavier.

His hand that's on my throat makes it way to the hem of my shirt. He goes to lift it up and I catch his hand and shake my head. "I don't want my shirt off right now." He nods his head and continues what he was doing. He uses his free hand to wrap its self in my hair and pull it down making my head go up and I moan loudly.

*smut over*

There's a cough and Jj gets off me as fast as possible leaving me alone. I look over and see John B staring at us. "Not on my kitchen counters please I make food on that you guys know?" I smile lightly at him. "Sorry John B.." He shakes his head. "Man was I waiting for that." I look at the boy confused. And Jj is shaking his head at him.

"Maybank here has been obsessed with you for the longest. We all made bets from the party how long it would take you guys to get together...which I owe Pope money...damn" I look at him shocked. "Me and him are not together. John B looks at me confused. "You guys are about to fuck in my kitchen." I nod my head.

"Hope it was a nice show B." I jump off the counter tying my pants tight again and walk out the door slamming it. Jj is yelling after me but I don't listen.

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I said I would put more Rafe and Lav but I want to do a bit of Jj cause they gonna use each other. But this next one is gonna have Rafe I promise.