The Painter and Her Muse

The Letter

Hi Lovey,
By the time you're reading this I'm probably on my way to Boston, Massachusetts. I'm sorry, I didn't tell you sooner. I don't want you to think that you're going to lose me because you won't. I'm going to try and get better so we can have the future we want, I'm still holding on to the promise you told that you're going to be the architect of our own home. Sadly, I'll missed your graduation. Please do send me a graduation pictures, so I can remember you after my transplant. Yea, you read that right. There are risk with chemotherapy and transplant. But hey, I won't forget you. I'll always remember you. Please do me a favor, if I haven't returned for months or even a year. Please find me in Boston, Massachusetts. I'll try my best to remember all of our memories before I close my eyes every chemotherapy and especially the day of my bone marrow transplant. Please have a good life even if I'm not in it for awhile. I love you my beautiful, talented and smart Architect <3

Chi.

I chuckled with bitterness as I finished reading it "chi.." i whispered and shook my head

I used call her chi when it's just the two of us. I'm not a sweet or cheesy person in front of other people. I used to call her 'Chi' because she's my life force.. was my life force. She was the energy that flows through me and through everything. When I met her, she gave me a reason to keep going.

*message received from Lux*

Hi my love, I hope you feel better. Sorry I had to leave early, I have an early shoot today. Have a nice day ahead, and you still owe me a branch. We don't have to go today, please feel better.

*message sent to Lux*

Hey, have a good day at your shoot today. I'm at my condo right now. We can still get brunch if you're not busy.

*message received from Lux*

Kk, we can meet at truffles and bacon cafe! I'll be there in 20 minutes

*message sent to Lux*

Aight, I'll see you <3

I started getting ready. I'm just wearing a denim pants, white shirt and a cap.

As soon as I got to truffles and bacon, Lux is already seating by the corner where there's no people and only few tables available.

"Hi my love"

I smiled and gave her a peck on her cheeks

"How's the shooting?"

"It's great.. we're still not done tho. I hope we finished early today so I can come home and cuddle with you"

"Aww but I won't sleep over tonight"

"Waeyoooo???"

She sometimes randomly speaks Korean, it's like our thing because we're both addicted to k-dramas

"Because I have things to do"

"Hmp okie!"

We started eating and we're just basically talking about work