Shit, i forgot about gravity.

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{Hyunjin Pov}

I didn't mean to make Felix upset when i told him. I actually didn't intend to tell him at all, but it was as if my mouth had a mind of its own. It blurted it out before i could stop myself. Although it does feel somewhat good to have finally told someone it's not as if it helps one bit. I'm still stuck with the fear and the trauma. All i wish is that he doesn't tell anyone. I can't risk anyone else finding out. The sad part is that wasn't the entire story, and as much as i was dying to tell him the rest i couldn't if it were to save my life. Plus, i don't want to worry him more than i already have. He said it didn't matter if he was crying or not. It did matter. Then he said the only thing that matters right now is me, lies. He promised he'd do all he can to help, but i don't know what that would be. I couldn't control my response. I said it before i could shut myself up. "You're the best Felix, thank you" Fuck, I didn't mean to say that. I mean i did mean to say that but i didn't mean to say it as in i did it without thinking first. I could still feel the tears run down my face, I looked up at him, He was sitting there smiling trying to hold back more tears, His face had a light tint of pink wiped across it, At this point i couldn't tell if he was blushing or if it was the crying. who knows.

{Felix Pov}

"There's no need to thank me Jinnie. I should be thanking you, for being you. You deserve the world and I'm so sorry you had to go through that, You're amazing Hyun" I said this and meant every bit of it. but,

'I'd do anything for you. i like you Hyunjin, I really do. and fuck, I've been thinking like this for years now and for some reason the last few days have made me really think about it. I've always pushed the thoughts aside but now I've come to realise what i was trying to hide. I know it sounds crazy, but its true. I like you Hyunjin,  A lot.' 

Is what i could've said

{Hyunjin Pov}

"How are you so fucking nice" I mumbled, loud enough that he'd hear.

I really need to think about shit, but not now, that's not important. It's more important that i try control my emotions and stop crying. I sat there with my knees up to my chest and my hands covering my face wiping new tears every 2 seconds. I hated crying, however, I couldn't stop myself. I cry a lot, and over the smallest things too.

Felix had put a movie on, i suppose he was trying to get me to watch it to pick my attention off everything that had just happened, but i couldn't. It'd be impossible. So instead i resorted to what felt like the best thing in the world right now: Sleep. It didn't take long for me to knock off, but before i did I could feel myself slowly tilt sideways to were my head was now on Felix's shoulder. My eyes fluttered closed as the sound from the TV started to muffle out. I fell asleep.

{Felix Pov}

I didn't dare move. I couldn't, you never want to wake Hyunjin up when he's tired, It will not end well for you. I didn't mind it though. I watched whatever movie I put on the Tv, It was fuckshit but it made me bored enough to fall asleep, shitty movies always do that. Before i fell asleep i covered myself with a blanket and threw one on top of Hyunjin too, it was pretty cold. Then as you probably could've guessed, i slept. 

{Someone's Pov}

It was around 5-6ish when the rest of them came home, They had gone out on an adventure and left the other 2, they had planned something. Minho parked the car out front and Chan rushed to unlock the front door so everyone could get in quickly before they fell asleep. He himself looked as if he hadn't slept for years. He shot through the door, with everyone following closely behind, shuffling along like zombies. They made their way to the stairs, passing the Livingroom in the process. They walked by totally oblivious by the 2 sleepy heads on the couch, that is until Jisung pointed it out. Half of them were already on the stairs but they came back down just to see whatever the hell jisung was pointing at. All of their eyes widened at the sight of the 2 boys cuddling each other, Hyunjins face was easily seen and was still all red and tear stained. What the hell happened.

(Dying screaming crying throwing up I can't write shit like this- the word 'cuddling' makes me want to throw myself in a ditch)

They took a few photos and abruptly paused as someone stepped on a creaky floorboard. They dashed upstairs before they could be spotted and resorted to their rooms.

(Time skip to whenever the 2 wake up because I'm lazy and tired af) 

{Hyunjin Pov}

I woke up, not bothering to check the time, my eyes stung and my head was throbbing. I needed to find a mirror and a glass of water asap. I pulled myself to my feet before momentarily realising i wasn't in my room, I was in the Livingroom. I closed my eyes and began to walk, Why? because The light was too much. Unfortunately, I had lost all sense of my surroundings, and didn't notice i was about to walk into the door. Mhm, guess what happens next. Yes, i hit the door, yes i did get shocked when i stumbled backwards almost as if i forgot gravity exists, yes i did wake everyone up. Man fuck gravity.


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