𝙀𝙘𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨𝙚 // Hyunlix

Hyunjin and the fortress of trust issues

{Hyunjins pov}

I have no idea why I'm so happy to be paired with Felix. It's just like being paired with any other member in the group, it's nothing different. But it's Felix.

we were assigned 3 isles, the game is you get a certain amount of isles in the store to search up and down to find anything you need. there's no limits on things you cant get, you can get anything you want. basically it's just a stupid game we all made up to make shopping less painstakingly boring.

the thing with me an shopping, is that I couldn't give a fuck about the ingredients or whatever if it's something for me, i dont care, but if I'm buying for someone else I'll always check just in case there's something they're allergic to in it. its a habit i picked up from my mother

i grabbed a cart from the front and walked all the way over to the far end of the store, Felix beside me.

"hey i have a question" He was walking beside the cart, i could see him fidgeting, he was nervous about something. the question maybe?

"go for it" i say, shooting him a smile when he looks over

"why do you never really tell anyone about yourself? Oh and, you dont have to answer that if you dont want to, I'm just curious" he smiled back, looking a little less fidgety. it was painfully obvious it was the question he was nervous about, but a question like that? that's hardly something to be nervous about.

"Trust issues i guess. i think i could fill a fortress with the amount I've collected over the years" that was entirely true. if anyone else had asked, i would've said something along the lines of 'i just like my privacy i guess', but i felt as if i could trust Felix. ironic, huh.

"heh, Hyunjin And The Fortress Of Trust Issues! that could be a movie" he said it in a kind of 'epic deep voice' way, that sounded like a narrator of a book or a movie. and when he said it he held his hands up to the sky like the title was appearing mid air. it made me laugh, he really does make the most out of 'bad' things. I've always seen my trust issues as a barrier blocking anything, and that nothing fun could ever come from it, that however, might've just broke the wall.

"y'know what, it totally could. i can see it now on the big screens all across the world, 'staring, Hwang Hyunjin'. on billboards everywhere" i spell out the words in the air. Felix laughs, almost tripping.

"I'll pay as much as i need to get a front row ticket to the premier" Jokes aside, that would be a great movie, I'm not bragging or anything but i think I'd be a great actor.

"Dude, you'll be in the movie, dont worry about paying. 'Staring, Hwang Hyunjin and Lee Felix'" I write the words out in the air again, it just makes it more dramatic. I'm saying all this whilst concentrating on getting the food. Damn I'm good at multitasking.

Felix celebrated after hearing he is now casted in my new movie, it was cute. 

Damn it Hyunjin, you keep saying that, you really need to figure out what the hell you feel. idiot

we continued all the shopping, getting everything we needed, we went through each isle a couple times to make sure we had everything. then we headed back to the place we were told to meet the rest of them at, of course, thanks to my awesome shopping skills, we were the first ones there. great.

{Felix pov}

Think about it Felix. you like him, we know, its obvious. but what you need to find out is if this shit is gonna last. like, will you not like him tomorrow? or no. damn it you idiot, you're only making it worse you asshole. its difficult to think about when you're next to him

it felt like the weird little angel and demon on my shoulders you see in a ton of movies were bickering away at each other, but it was just me and me. Jesus, did this only start today? i dont fucking know.

we were waiting for the others, i was nervous. i dont know why. I was fidgeting with my hands, turning the ring i hand on my finger round and round constantly. scratching the back of my hand. something had just hit me, feelings and shit.

"arrrreee you okay?" Hyunjin noticed,

to hell with this, i may aswell just tell him. No, i cant tell him yet. i dont even know yet. shut up.

"Kind of. I'm just, a little nervous i guess" A little lie wont hurt, right?

"Nervous for what? if you dont mind me asking" i felt like screaming.

"nothing in particular! Just sometimes i get a little nervous, that's all!" I smiled, hoping that'd do it and he'd understand.

He turned to face me, put his hand on my shoulder, and maybe in the calmest tone of voice I've ever heard from him he just said "It'll be okay, okay? there's no need to be nervous, i completely understand where you're coming from, i get it aswell" Dude, this guy is too sweet. even that little gesture calmed me down a lot. I could feel my face heating up, there was now doubt i was blushing, i looked down to hide my face. maybe its a crush, maybe it's not?

{Hyunjin pov}

He was blushing, i could tell. but Why? I moved before i could think, i just pulled him in for a hug hoping it might calm him down if he hadn't already.

what the hell? you hate hugs? is this the first fucking time you've ever hugged someone?

Some shit is going on inside my head, something is happening that has never happened before and i dont know what the fuck it is. A crush? no, it can't be. Fuck it it has to be. think idiot think. i just sat there thinking about shit. 

Felix broke the hug, looked up at me and just thanked me, he looked as if he was about to cry.

"felling any better?" I had to make sure he was okay, i dont think i could live in piece if i didn't. damn it, i really need to think over some shit tonight. Do i like him?

"of course, thank you" he hugged me again, before he proceeds to do something on his phone for a good 5 minutes until the rest of the members came.

"Okay, right, who's paying. I can't, I'm five" This guy will make up any excuse, he says he doesn't spend money. this is why. we all know he'll end up paying in the end though

"well if Felix had money when he was five, surely you can pay aswell" Jisungs got a point

"fine, I'll pay, but someone else is cooking dinner and cleaning. deal?"

Almost in unison we all said "deal" and headed over to checkout. we bought it all, and the total came to a hefty amount that i wont be stating for personal reasons because whoa that was a blow to the bank. we carried everything back to the car, loaded up the bags in the trunk and clambered into the car. same seats as last time. and the classic Stray Kids car ride starts again.