I think I love you. ( gxg )

The begining.

( A.N. -WARNING!!!! smut in this chapter and mild talk of drug use but no names of anything !!!! You have been warned.)

Andi's POV ~

It's three minutes before the bell and I'm being pelted by paper wads. The girl , Beth or Bethany something like that , doing it is Beck's main tormenter. She's been throwing them over her shoulder for the past hour and a half. I am about to be fed up with her. "Will you fucking stop!" I whisper in to her ear. "No." She replies shortly. "Stop!!" I scream out. Oh no! "Andilyn , what's wrong?" The teacher Mrs. Tontor asked. "This C*nt won't stop throwing paper at me!" I replied still yelling , not realizing she had just said my whole name in front of Beck. "OFFICE. NOW!!." Mrs Tontor screamed. I just got my things and left the room. Just before I get to the office I was pulled in to the janitors closet. "Ahhhh what the -" a hand cut me off. "Shut you're mouth or we'll get caught!" Beck's voice said , "by the way , Andilyn?" Amusement clear in her voice. "You have no room to talk Rebecca." I said sarcastically. She gave me a glare and I just smiled. "Why are we in here?" I said running out of patients. "Uhm well you see I followed you out of the class and they were calling me lesbian whore and so I just left and followed you but I didn't realize that you were actually going to the office so I pulled you in here because I needed to apologize for earlier because I'm an asshole and I deserve to be hit and I just wanted to say that I really really like you and in more than a friend way and I had to protect my self from being hurt again so I was mean, but it didn't work and so now we are here and yea.. " the run on sentence trailed off to silence. "You - you like me?" I asked. "Uhm yea I mean you're pretty cool I guess." She whispered. "You know what I mean." I said in a hard voice. "Yes I like you.." She said sounding shy. "Then kiss me." It was no longer than a second before her lips crashed into mine. It felt like heaven on earth only better. Her lips felt soft and light at first then became heated quickly. Soon enough we were in a full on make out session. Her hands traveled up my thighs to my butt and up my hips over my stomach and stopped only when she squeezed my breasts , which caused a low moan to escape my lips. She smiled into the kiss and kept going. I decided I should be more bold and started moving my hands closer to her lower region. My hands were on her inner thighs and moving slowly closer. I almost didn't hear it when she whispered "stop,please!" In an urgent voice. "What-what did I do?.." My voice cracked. "Nothing! You didn't do anything I promise. I just uh have a past and I can't let you touch me. I'm sorry." She said in a gentle voice.
"This , this was a mistake I can't be gay," I said with no emotion, "I'm not gay , you're just a fag who knows how to manipulate me."

~Beck's POV~

"You're just a fag who knows how to manipulate me." Her words rang in my mind as I drove to my secret oasis, tears were streaming down my face. "God Beck how could you have been so stupid!!!" I screamed at myself as I drove. I've been screaming at my self for an hour now. I can't believe I let my self get hurt again. Of course she was straight she made it clear the first time we talked saying she thought Josh Hutchinson was hot. Gross. My oasis was becoming nearer and nearer , I haven't been here in months since the last time I almost overdosed , but may well fall in to old habits. As I pull in to her drive way I can see the door already opening. "BECKS!!! I MISSED YOU!!" The girl of my age screamed as she ran down the hill to greet me. "Snow , I missed you too baby." I said to my best friend and friend with benefits. "Why haven't you been back? Not trying to quit are you?" Snows mother Abilene said as she walked toward us. I know this looks bad , but snow and her mother make their entire living this way, so I help them out. I originally started to just resell but then I got my first taste and the rest was history.
"Nah , mama you know I'd never do that you guys." I said trying out my best country accent. "Getting better at that accent Becks," mama said laughing "thank you , thank you." I replied. "Becca come on I've missed being able to help you out, " Snow said with a wink. She took my hand and led me in to the familiar house full of new people, past all the rooms and down a flight of stairs to the basement. "Snow you moved down stairs?" I said casually. "Yep, I wanted to be able to have privacy when you came to visit , 'cause I knew you'd be back." She replied quickly before smashing her mouth on to mine, Her hands trailing closer to my area. With out patients I pushed her hand on to me and moaned when it collided with my jeans.

~ time skip ~

As I walked through the door of the house the next morning I hear yelling. "REBECCA WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" Mike yelled in my face. "Shit.."

~ AN okay lovelies <3 here's the next chapter for you guys. I hope you like it if you find any errors please tell me so they can be fixed. Thankies don't forget to comment and vote <3 ~