I think I love you. ( gxg )

Kiss Me.

~ Beck's POV. ~

Walking to my bathroom I grab my clothes for today , ripped skinny jeans , a white one off shoulder shirt with a stake logo and a dark blue beanie. The girls at my school are supposed to wear skirts and flats but I'll never obey that. It's kind of stupid anyways I mean it's an all girls school who cares what we wear. Once my shower is warm I get in , with hopes it will help relax my muscles. Once I've showered and dressed I put on dark black makeup on my eyes and leave everything else neutral. As I go to leave I remember I have to wait on Andilyn , I like calling her that rather than Andi , so I go to her room but see that she's in the bathroom I walk over about to speak but decide to see what she's doing instead. When I walk over I see her tending to a cut on her arm there's a small amount of blood but it's in the form of a coi fish she's hold a tool and adding to the back ground. That's why she always wears long sleeves. I back up a bit and speak "Hey Andilyn come on I though you'd already left for school we're gonna be late." I say with no emotion. I'm still hurt and angry. "Uhm okay I had but came back to uh wait for you." She sounds panicked and she's obviously lying.
"I'll be outside." I say leaving her room and walking outside to wait. We don't have the car today Mikey needed it. Minutes later Andilyn walked out of the front door and we began the walk to school.

~Andi's POV~

No no no no no please do not have found out my secret. Great this is just what I needed today - I just wanna go back to sleep - I'll just act like nothing happened and like I was only washing my face. Yeah, I'll do that. "Come on Andilyn you are making us late and I have people to meet." Beck sounds annoyed so I hurry and get my things together and walk out the door. The walk to school is completely silent and freezing since I'm in a skirt for the school uniform. Beck is wearing skinny jeans and an off shoulder shirt , and she looks absolutely stunning. Sigh to bad I said the stupid shit I said.. I'm so stupid I just want to be held by her and loved by her and it scares me because I've never loved a girl before.. And I know I love her I know I do I'll never admit it though. Maybe I can try to be friends with her again.. "Hey Beck, you look nice today." I wait for a reply "Snow! Baby, you shouldn't have let me fall asleep last night!" Beck yells to a goth girl with pure white hair. So that's who snow is. I hate her already. Beck walks over to her and kisses her I front of everyone and snow looks my way and smirks I wonder why then realize I'm crying. I quickly walk to the bathroom and into a stall. I sit on the floor and just cry. It hurts to watch her with someone else, is this what she felt like when I went into default and said those stupid things to her.. I hate myself for that. I hear the door open and I hold my breath. "Andilyn , I know you're in here just come out please." I think about it for a bit and decide its best. I get up off the floor wiping more tears off my face as the endless stream only increases in flow. I walk out of the stall looking down and just stand there. "Look at me" I don't more "I said , look at me Andi," Beck days sternly. I decide to look up. She wipes the remaining tears away and stares at me. She's getting closer and I know she's going to kiss me and I let her. Our lips meet in a feather light but slow amazing kiss and then it's over just as soon as it started. "Why did you do that?" I ask quickly looking back down. "Because you're what I want and I couldn't help my self , I'm sorry I won't do it again " she replies quickly. "Kiss me." I say looking up. "But you hate me , you think I'm disgusting" she says sadly "Kiss. Me" I say again. And she does.