I think I love you. ( gxg )

Oops , my bad.

- Beck's POV -

"I was at a friends house for the night I just forgot to call. Sorry"
I said trying to sound casual. "Bullshit , I know you're lying Rebecca," Mikey said , "please just tell the truth do you need to go back to house?" "No! I won go back there!," I said loudly , "I was with snow but I didn't do anything I promise big brother." "Alright Beck as long you aren't lying." He replied. As he walked away I fought with my self about lying to him but I could not go back to that stupid 'house' , it was a rehab , I've already been 3 times but I'm not going to get bad enough to go again. I'm staying sober for Mikey he's done so much for me and I don't want to get him kicked out of our new home even if I have to live with the pain of seeing her everyday. I walk up to my room undress and crawl in to bed to sleep a little longer.

- Andi's POV - ( starting after Beck ran. )

"STUPID!" I yelled at myself while banging my head on a wall. Why did I say that , it's not true of course , I don't even know how my mind formed that. I just wanted to keep kissing her. DAMN IT! I may as well actually go to the office for my punishment. "Two weeks detention ," said the principle "what!? Why?!! I yelled " you can't just cuss out a student and disrespect a teacher like that," She replied in a calm manner, "it starts this afternoon enjoy." I walked out of the office cussing like a sailor would. Whatever I'll start tomorrow.
~skip the rest of the day~
Arriving at home my sister began yelling at me. "DETENTION!!??" She practically screamed in my ear "yeah what is to you?" I replied cockily "Andilyn you e never had any sort of punishment let alone detention. What is going on with you? Are you harming again?" She asked with concern. Yes "No I told you I was past that phase!!" I said angrily then moved to run to my room.

Once in my room I went to my built in bathroom that's. in my closet and got the very small box hidden just under the sink. I took out what was inside and went to work , after half an hour I had carved a small coy fish on to my wrist and I began painting it with the red ink filling the bleeding lines in and making them neat.
After that I just sit there staring at my master piece I've created. Unusual how I like drawing pictures instead of just the usual way most self harm. But I want beautiful scars not those damned ugly lines. I eventually fall asleep in my closet hiding space. Beck didn't come home.

I wake up to Mikey yelling at Beck who just got home from last night. I wonder where she was. I stand at the door and listen to their conversation "I was at snows but I didn't do anything big brother I promise." I hear her say.
Who's snow? Shaking my head I turn and close my door back making no noise and head to my bathroom to get ready for school it's 6:00am and I will wake Beck at 7:00am. Walking in to my bathroom I examine the wound and treat it so it will scar an wrap it up. After showering I uncover my arm and put in a cuff bracelet and long sleeves with a pink mini skirt and flats. Me and beck are not that different I don't like dressing like this but it's what they expect from me so I do it. My clock says 7:00 so I walk to wake Beck up. "Becca come on get up its time for school." A Han shot out and gripped my wrist so hard it began bleeding "Do. Not. Call. Me. Becca." She said in a deadly tone. I jerk my wrist back and am glad my top is black. " Get up." I say and leave the room.

~ kind if a cliff hanger ,
Sorry this one is short babes but I've had writers block for a while but I'm trying hope it doesn't bore you. See you next time! ~