|Fated against all odds| a bakudeku love story

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Izuku pov:

I've always admired him. No matter what he did to me. I should have hated him but I couldn't. He was only acting that way cause he didn't know any better. He's better now, though, am I? I mean I don't know if I ever fully healed from what he did to me. The years of trauma and abuse he inflicted on me should have done something, right? Why don't I feel any negative emotions towards him? Why do I not hate him? What do I feel....

It's not hate, never had been. Although he said some really terrible stuff, I've never hated him. We were friends for our whole childhood, he just had some bad influences that's all. The more I think about it, maybe me being quirkless is what tore us apart.

No. It's not my fault. Right?

This isn't good I shouldn't be thinking it's my fault. I've healed anyway, it doesn't even matter anymore.

So what do I feel? I know admiration has driven most of our friendship. But what is it that I feel. Is it...

No, I won't allow myself to think that way. I need to hate him. But I can't.

I will hate him. No I won't. No yes I will!

NO! This is so stupid! I can't hate him. Just dislike him. Yeah, that will be just fine. If I show a little dislike towards him I'll be happy. Right?

Ugh whatever, I need to sleep.
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I close the journal that I've had for years. It the same one he blew up, i write most of my rants in there to stop mumbling. He said my mumbling was stupid so I try to stop.

I organize the desk before laying in my bed. I look at the shapes on the wall and wonder what he is doing tonight. Is he awake? No he usually is asleep by now.

I close my eyes. It hits me then.

I don't hate him
It's quite the opposite

Love
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As I said this is a slow burn so these chapters are just foreshadowing the future. Kinda like separate intros but yeah. Byeeeee see I next chapter :D