|| ~Neteyam , My love~ ||

03.

" Ani i know you like doing what the boys do.. but if your going to be tsahik then- "

i quickly cut him off " tsahik ? .. dad you know i never wanted to be tsahik ! and for the millionth time i do not like doing what the boys do .. i like doing what I do best, i love archery dad .. i- i want to fight for my home a-and i wanna explore the- " my father returns the favour and interrupts me

" YOU KNOW YOU CANT DO THAT T'RAYANI ! " my father shouts at me

we always have this argument... he never understands that i dont just do it caus the boys do it , i do it because i -....

i feel like im me when i shoot that arrow... or when i find new places i cam breathe..

but every time no matter how many times i've explained to him he always tells me that i am destined to be tsahik.. it is my duty to my clan ..

Even though my brother may be the oldest, my father makes sure that he will just be Omaticaya great warrior and protector so then it is up to me to lead the clan, since i was born 2 minutes before lo'ak, i just dont want to be tsahik.. my mother wasnt she stayed by my fathers side as a protector

My father is still rambling on about how i MUST be tsahik i stop my zoning out when he says

" i forbid you to go out hunting for 2 months "

" what ?! " i retorted

" sir -  " my brother tries jumping in

" thats an order !" he says cutting him off

" majake ." my mother bites back

" you will not, i repeat WILL NOT go out hunting for the next 2 months "

" but dad i- " he cuts me off once again

" no buts t'rayani ! "

" majake, your son is actually bleeding " my mother informs my father

" no- no mother im fine " he says while looking down , teyam has always dreaded the feeling of failing our father, he hated it

" both of you go get cleaned up , your dismissed " my father orders

i still stand there shocked because my father knows how i love archery..

my mom holds me by my shoulder
" come my child " my mother persuades me

i follow my mother to our tent , where my grandmother is helping neteyam

I see lo'ak so i go over to him and do a quick inspection just imcase tuk missed something

" what are you doing bro ? "

" oh shut up, im checking to see if you got hurt skawxng "

my brother chuckles and coos " aww you care ? " he poses in a weird zesty stance

" ofc i do " i coo back with my hands on my heart before i slap the back of his head

" AAEE !! " he yelps

" asshole " i retort

i skip towards my big sister kiri, i plop down in front of her fake smiling and hand her my arm
" i scraped my arm at the crash site after we were blown " i inform her being serious now

she looks at me like ive just done something dumb and just sits up and crossed her arms on her chest , i literally dont know what shes meaning for the reason shes acting like this but i assume shes trying to tell me something thru her body language

" um mom told me to.. come and get cleaned up ? could.. you maybe .. help ? " i slightly suggest in a favourable tone

she rolls her eyes and says " i might actually make this purposely hurt since you have no manners  i mean jeez its like you spend all your time with our brothers "