His Nanny ( Brahms × Y/n )

13 - First Argue

The sunlight has covered almonds half of the bed. I open my eyes, Brahms wasn't beside me, Most of time he's hugging me or staring at me. I gently get up. I applied pressure on my lower back Because of last night. Remembering what happened made me smile and giggle. I felt dumb.

I heard a few knocks on the door.

" What's funny? "
He ask me. I smiled and scratch my nape, i can't tell him the reason. It's very embarrassing...

" Nothing..I just—Just nothing "
He seem not satisfied with my answer.

He walk towards me, he sat on the edge of the bed. Looking at me.

The sunlight hits beneath his mask, His pupils were visible and the color of his eyes were attractive. As if i could stare at them all day.

I didn't notice I've been staring at his eyes, I snapped back when he fake his cough.

I blinked hard and looked away from him, Looking at the window instead.

" I—Sorry...It's just your eyes just now...It's Beautiful...""
I apologies, I'm hesitating to compliment his eyes. But i ended up saying it but my voice got low at the end, almost like whispering. I wish he didn't heard it.

I heard him scoffing behind me.
Did he heard me? I ask myself....

" Thank you "

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Some rules and schedules had been stopped, but some of it did not. Specially those goodnight kisses. Instead i kiss him, He kisses me sometimes. It depends on his mood and when he feel likes it.

We are hanging out on his garden, Around us was statues. Large beautiful statues. Some had leaves around and some are just dirty. I keep forgetting to clean them, I'll just remind myself later.

We sat on the chair, Brahms told me he would be back quickly. I agreed and watch him left and went inside.

I was listening to the wind and birds chirping around the trees but a random thought came into my mind. The thought hits me hard.

' Is he...My boyfriend? '

I covered my mouth before it gaps.
I blinked multiple times...
Soon He came back with a tea on both of his hand. Brahms called me and ask me if I'm feeling well, He placed the tea on the table.

" Y/n? Are you okay? "
He placed his palm on my forehead and removed my hand on my face.

I stayed quiet and my thought got deeper.

' Why's he treating me like this? And only calls me by my name...Is he not planning on asking me? '

I look into his eyes.

" Brahms "
My breathing were thrembling. He seem worried and sat down besides me. He holds my hand, He seem shocked at my question.

" What..Are we exactly? Are we dating...or.."
i couldn't continue, I just look down at my lap. Waiting for his response.

" I'm your boyfriend and you're mine "
My eyes winded. What does he mean boyfriend? And wait...Mine? I'm His? What? I'm confused...

" I'm confused...What are you saying I'm yours? "

" Since the start "

" Wha-B— "

" No buts. Here, Drink "
He stopped me from talking. I can't tell if he's annoyed just now. Well he has short temper.
He offers me the tea. The tea was still kinda hot. I took a sip.

" That's the end of the discussion. I'm yours and you're mine, no more "
He lift his mask a little bit, enough to expose his lips to drink.

" We could talk about this more if we will get married "

" Married? What exactly are you planning without my permission? "

He didn't answer me. He just continued to drink.

" Fuck that "

" Language "

I got more mad at him. He can't just do that and owe me already without me knowing! Hes insane.
Oh God why did i continued on staying here! Im just a fool!
I keep sipping on the tea, I forgotten it was hot. He told me to slow down because it's hot. Well, Guess what. I got even more mad and drank the whole tea. Not giving a fuck if its still hot or not. I ignored the pain and didn't show any pain. He grips the glass on his hand because of my attitude.

" Forget about this! Go back being The nanny of the doll! That's what you like then so be it! "
He got mad and ended up shouting at me. His words maybe not that deep but it stabs my heart in each words he release. It's not like I'm the one who started this.

I was holding back, my tears had fill up my eye. Making my vision blurry, My breathing was shaking and my lips were thrembling.

" No! I'm leaving! I'm quitting! "
I Immediately stood up and ran after i yelled. Brahms was shock and was not prepared.

" Y/n! No you're not leaving! "
He immediately ran towards me.

My tears were already falling, I can't believe it. How could he be that cruel? I don't wanna stay anymore! If only money isn't the problem i was never here! I'm running out of breath. Running and crying at the same time makes my breathing shorter. My vision slowly got more blurry, Dots starts to appear. I'm losing my balance. I slowly stop running.

I was about to fall when someone catches me. My hearing got blocked but the last thing i heard is someone screaming my name. I lost my sight and closed my eyes. I didn't get a chance to see who's that Person might be. My body then dropped.

Brahms Pov :

" Y/n! No you're not leaving! "
I shouted when she has immediately ran away from me. It breaks my heart. I shouldn't told her that. It breaks my heart more when i see her hurted. I ran towards her.

I kept yelling but she continued on running. She's fast. If only she slows down i could catch up and wrapped my arms around her.

I notice her slowing down and her legs were shaking. When she was almost standing and I'm few inch away she Suddenly collapse.

I ran and catch her. I called her name out but she didn't response.

" Y/n! Y/n! Wake up! I didn't mean it! Please! Stay with me! "

I shaked her aggressively but she won't move or response, Her face was covered in sweat and tears. Her breathing was slowing down. She was running out of breath while crying and running. She doesn't deserve me. I immediately Carried her between my arms and bring her into the house. Turning the fan on and facing it on her.

I loosen her shirt so it doesn't bother her breathing. I checked her breathing. It turned back to normal, Her heartbeat also slowed down a little bit. I sigh in relief. I would lost her if i didn't follow along. I must make it up for her once she woke up.