His Nanny ( Brahms × Y/n )

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He back his head away from me and lowered my upper body.

" Where are you going just now? "
He ask me. 

" I- ah... "
I was still thinking for an excuse but i guess i got caught.

" Y/n "
He called my name with his deep voice.

" I need to pee..."

He didn't replied, instead he just  walk and i guess he's gonna show me the bathroom.

When we were Infront of the door of the bathroom He changed the position of how he carries me, he placed me on his shoulders and opened the door and went inside. He put me down. I stared at him confused why isn't he leaving yet and just stared at me.

He suddenly came closer to me and lowered himself, his hands almost touching my pants. Luckily I noticed his fast actions. I yelled at him because it is very embarrassing and very awkward.

" I-ll take it from here! "
He look up into my eyes and sigh.

He stood up and walk closer to me and turned me around, untying my hands and feet then left with the ropes on his hands.

I smiled when he left. Finally. I closed and locked the door.

I sat on the toilet and look at my wrist, he tied it too tight so the mark of it were visible, the mark turned purplish with red mixture of it. I Noticed a sink and a mirror was near me, i stood up and look at myself.

At first i saw looking at how pale my skin were but my eyes landed on my neck whe i noticed something. Holy shit what is that reddish marks on my neck? I tap it lightly but it didn't hurt so I pressed it more deeper.

Then i realized it was a hickey.

I removed my shirt and look at my body. Although there were no signs on it but my neck has. I looked  around my neck and counted it. He left 4?!? How dare he! I then lowered my bra. I was shocked. My nipples were also reddish and looks sore! He must have sucked them! No wonder it kinda hurts! There is also left trails! I'm not gonna let this slide!

I was so angry of what I am seeing right now. I can't also be thankful for not getting rape by him...I then heard a knock on the door. 

" Just a sec! "
I yelled. I hurried to wore my shirt then I walk towards the door and opened it. I was facing Brahms hairy chest.

He lifted his arms and placed it on my shoulders, he turned me around and tied my wrist and ankles again.

" Brahms "
I call him.

He look into my eyes.

" What did you did to me while i passed out? "
I asked him, I'm curious whether he did something more on my body that I'm not aware.

He didn't answer me. He just stayed quiet.

" Brahms answer me! "
I got angry because It was obvious he did more.

" nothing "
He answered right away.

" Then why do i have marks on my neck and breast! "
I shouted at him.

He looked down and back away. He was embarrassed. 

" Sorry "
He Apologies to me with his child voice.

" Apologies not accepted! "
I yelled at him, he flinched and look at me again with his puppy eyes. I took a deep breath.

" Untie me! Maybe I'll still forgive you! "
I told him, I'm making a deal.

" No "
He immediately answered me.

" You're not fair! "
I'm getting so mad at him right now, i don't know what to do than yell at him. He seem liking me suffer.

He opened his arms wide and hugged me. I tried to back away but my feet were tied, When his arms were wrapped around me I tried to shake my body. Meaning, I don't want him to touch me or hug but he didn't let me go or loosen the hug. The hug got tighter, as if I'm valuable to him.

" Get off me! "
My eyes started to water, I miss someone hugging me this tight. Maybe I'm just being a moody. My heard aches, my mind hurts. i can't think straight. It feels like he gave me a drug.

I stopped myself from wiggling. Lifting my head up and placing it on his shoulder. Tears started to fall once I closed my eyes. At first, I cried quitely. Brahms pat my head and hugs me more tighter. He was comforting me. I snuggle more into his chest and cried out.

After crying, Brahms notices i got quieter and heard my sniffles. I was done crying, my legs were also nearly giving out.

He cupped my face and lifted them up, Forcing me to look at his mask-face. I look up into his eyes that is already gazing at mine.
Wiping my tears and kissed my forehead. I removed my face into his hands and snuggle into his chest.

" Sleep "
I told him, my eyes were reddish and tired after crying for almost 8 minutes. It's been a long time since i cried. In the past I've been holding them in no matter what situation I'm in, but now i let it all out because of a hug.

While i snuggle my head and body into his, he untied my hands and lifted me up. Once he lifted me into his arms he walks. I closed my eyes, i didn't notice i fall asleep.

He went upstairs and entered a room. He placed me down on his bed, before he tucked me in, He first untied my feet then tucked me in. He made sure I was comfortable.

Brahms was about to leave when he heard me saying something. He looks at my sleeping face and body.

" Mh...No..Mhmmh..."
I whined and mumble while dreaming. Brows furrowed, eyes completely shut. Tear was about to fall but Brahms wipes it off.

Suddenly, Rain had poured. I was awoken by the loud thunder.
Brahms saw me flinched, He laid down in bed besides me. I looked at him worriedly.

" Sleep now y/n "
He says In his comforting tone.

He pulled me closer to him and hummed a song. I didn't heared the raining and thunders after, only his Heartbeat and humming were all i could heard. The warmth of his body and hug made me wanna sleep forever into his arms. I hugged him and squeezed myself into him. not a while, i fall asleep.

Brahms stopped humming when he heard me softly snoring. He didn't move because he doesn't want me to wake up, well i was really sticking into him so he has no choice. He hugged me more and later on, He slept.