Mera Zimmedari Se Janmon Tak Chalne Wala Pyar

43 Planning , counter planning and secret marriage planning

Chandrachur couldn't take off his eyes from the girl who is in beside building opp to his window (sampoorna). He didn't find her too attractive and beautiful and striked his heart at first glance only and he get lured but a solace, a peace and different kind of pleasant feeling like the person who returns home and gets relaxed after a hectic day is felt by his heart on seeing her face and for that feeling only his heart is fluttered. He didn't get the feeling with any women till now he had slept and unfortunately not even with Bondita also he got that homely and peaceful feeling. He had only fallen for Bondita's beauty and want to win over her, want to control and dominate her but this feeling with this girl is completely different like reminding him his roots which he had uprooted

Especially she is singing song on Chand (moon) by looking at sky with tears streching her hands asking moonlight to embrace her.

Her voice is pulling him towards her because his name is also Chandrachur and he connected and correlated as if she is singing for him only . His changed negative attitude is asking him to forget her, go to Bondita's room but his deep buried and neglected Kali Thakuma values are asking him to get mesmerized in her song.

After a little struggle in his mind he decided to wait and listen to her song ...only listening to song..but should not get attracted to that girl. She is not beautiful and attractive like Bondita na.

Just listen to the song but not to look at the singer and he kept on listening to the song

Here Sampoorna is in deep pain that day as it's sourav birthday she is singing passionately for sourav as if she is imagining that he is in sky, on moon. Sourav is not leaving her thoughts. He had brought her Jasmine garland as first gift after marriage but out of fear for her sasuma she had thrown away the garland. In those days she is really a dumb person doesn't know basics of martial relationship. At that time she only wanted to get into good books of her two saas and Sasurji. That's it.

Infact if she have shown this present day cleverness at that time, She could have enjoyed patni sukh from him. She know that she had no right and not righteous to think about Sourav now because she is Sampoorna Binoy Roy Chowdhary but she couldn't help it. She doesn't have anyone in her life including Binoy for whom she had made up her mind forcely and consummated with him only for boy child, for her secured and permanent luxurious life at Roy Chowdhary haveli. But She had been imagining sourav at that time and used to control her tears.

Even that hope is also shattered now because of her foolish parents using drugs on him, her pati (Binoy) had almost abandoned her and gone to Rangoon by cutting off ties with her.

Just because she had emotionally blackmailed her jethji he had allowed her to stay in this golden cage with all facilities. But cage is a cage which doesn't give homely feeling

Many times she had taunted and belittled her sister that her Patibabu will not allow her in his bedroom, in his life but now her little sister's Patibabu had returned back to her and she had became lonely..so lonely in this haveli. Karma had hit her hard.

She understood that money can't give all pleasures, money can't buy love, affection, good name and even mental health also. But she couldn't come out of this haveli daringly like Bondita and work for her livelihood. Her sister Can do this and can endure the repercussions but not herself. She doesn't have that courage from beginning itself. She always wanted to be in safe zone and safe , secured place

In her lonely life in this room to timepass she started forming words and trying to humm and sing songs. That's the only solace to her. Now also she had composed this song out of her heart and started humming it in her own tune