Matthew Espinosa: Sad Imagine

Chapter 5

Anthony came in and said,

"Umm.. Y/n.... The, um, nurse is here to.... To take him."

I shook my head, rapidly,

"No. No, I'm Not ready to let him go." I held Matthew tightly as Anthony and Alexis tried to pull me off.

"Come on Y/n! He's gone! He's dead! You have to let him go now." They said as they pulled me off of him.

"NO!!" I cried as I fell to my knees.

The nurse covered him up and took him to a room. I curled myself up, and covered my face with my hands, and started to cry, non stop.

"Y/n, are you ok?" They asked.

"NO! Of course I'm not ok!! You guys just ripped him outta my hands! ..... I'm not ok... I'll never be ok... I'm heartbroken." I cried.

They patted my back, "C'mon, let's go."

"For what? I feel useless now."

"You're not useless. And don't you wanna plan out his funeral?" Alexis said.

I sighed deeply, "fine."

*1 week later: at the funeral*

There were alot of people here. All his friends and family here, crying. It was sad of course. It was my time to speak. I got up and stood in front of everyone. I said everything that i thought and felt towards Matthew, from the happiest memories to the saddest.

"... And now that he's gone, i'll never see him again. The only good memories i have are just videos and pics in my phone..." I finished.

*3 months later*

It has been 3 months since Matthew's death. It's been hard for me to sleep at night. There's not one day where I don't think of Matt and how it would've been if he didn't die. I was sitting on my bed, listening to "A little too much by Shawn Mendes."

I cried while the song was going on. I was looking through the pics of Matthew and I; smiling, laughing, and having fun. I've been crying and doing this for the past 20-30 minutes. My heart started to hurt, so I turned off my phone and laid down on the side of my body, facing the wall.

I felt numb and empty. After a while, i cried myself to sleep but, soon, to be woken up by the knocking from my front door. I, lazily, got up and opened the door, Alexis, and Anthony were there, and... A girl was with them.

"Hey Y/n, you doing ok? ..... Oh.." Alexis said as she noticed the tears on my face.

"What do you guys want? And who is this girl?" I asked, tired and nicely.

"Well we came to see how you were doing." Alexis said.

"Yea and ummmm... I don't think NOW is the right moment to tell you who 'this girl' is." Anthony said.

"What? Why? Anthony just tell me who she is."

"No no. I'll tell you later, when you're better. I just thought you had moved on by now." Anthony said as I gave him a stare that told him, 'I'm not playing around'. He sighed and closed his eyes and said,

"Her name is Zoey. She's..... She's, umm. My girlfriend."