You know that feeling when you are on hush mode? Thats me right now, and its not a good hush mode. Im in disgust right now. Why would he even..What..even..Like...what?????
"Are you insane?" Is the only thing that could come out of my mouth
"Every girl wants me, dont be afraid" he says scooting towards me
"If you havent noticed i am not like every girl, and i definitely dont want you" I say standing up grabbing my stuff
"Oh You dont have to be afraid, no need to leave" He says standing up walking towards me. Does he not have ears?
"I dont want to show you anything! I dont want to do anything with you! You disgust me with you ways, Why would you even say that?" I say backing up
"Dont you know who i am? Matthew Lee Espinosa gets whatever he wants when he wants it" He says still walking towards me
"Im leaving! You will do what you know about sex and type it up and ill do my side, i dont want to see you again" I say hitting my back on the wall from backing up to much.
"Dont go home now the fun is just getting started" He says blocking me from moving.
"I-i want t-to go home" I stutter afraid of whats going to happen
"I wont hurt you baby girl, ill take good care of you" He says biting his lip scanning me up and down. Im not gonna deny but when he bites his lip its-im not even gonna finish that.
"I-i just w-want to f-finish t-the project a-and we can g-get i-it over with" I say getting nervous for some reason
"Am i making you nervous? I seem to have this effect on you" He says
"n-no" I say
He backs up from me so i have room. I check my watch and it says 6:30 shit, i had to be home by 6.
"I need to go, like now. I had to be home by 6" I say grabbing everything i need and start walking down his stairs going to his door
"Well finish this later" He whispers in my ear. And with that i leave with the feeling of his hot breath on my neck...
- at home -
I can smell it, piercing through my nose. After enduring this smell for 6 years i would be used to it, but im not. Its like this every time i go home. Alcohol and drugs climbing into my nose.
"Your late" My mother slurring her words obviously drunk and from the smell of it, stoned, just like every other day.
"Im sorry i had a project" I say
"A project? Awe, no need to cover up your lies. We all know what you are doing with that little friend of yours" She says
"Im not doing anything but my project! And i dont have nay friends for your infomation" I say sliding past her and stomping upstairs to my room and slamming my door. I make sure to lock it because my mom and her drunk buddies always try something
Man, i wish i was with matthew right now. Sitting with him and talking to him actually was nice, even if he tried to get in my pants. Im not saying i hate-Stop! Omg, Im going crazy
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Hey guys, i updated 2 times today! I just felt mad leaving you hanging like that. It was rude i know. It may seem bad right now but the story is going to get better, i promise. And next chapter theres going to be a twist with the mom so stay tuned for that! I hope you enjoyed - skylar and tiana
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FanfictionHe got all the girls, he was a player. He was a jerk with a perfect smile and beautiful eyes. She was quiet but noticed everything. What if these 2 meet? Is love really that hard?