Hard Love// m.e

Chapter 4- Im fine

I woke up today excited, not dreading school like always. Me and Matthew have gotten closer even after that whole..incident. Hes a sweet guy, i wish he could be like that always. I actually might be falling for him, but that cant happen. You cant like a fuckboy, they break your heart. And maybe that is Matthews plan after all

I took a quick shower and threw on some light washed skinny jeans and a nirvana muscle shirt. I put on my black vans and walk out the door.

I walked to school with a smile on my face, no one can kill my happiness. Or so i thought

-At School-

I step in and start walking to my locker and thats when my heart drops, all the way to the floor. My smile has faded and my day has been ruined. I cant believe what im looking at, b-but...I cant even concentrate on anything but what im witnessing, That little bitch.

Tiana kissing Matthew

I cant cry, i cant. Hes not worth shit. Not worth shit. No one is worth my tears, no one is worth my tears. No on-no one ugh. I just want to crawl into a ball and cry. Dont cry, Dont cry, dont cry. Thats all my head was saying, i cant cry.

I must have been staring for a while because they stopped kissing to catch there breath, and then tiana smirks at me and walks away. That little-no no, i dont care about who Matthew kisses and i dont care about Matthew at all.

Hes a fuckboy, always have and always will be.

-In sex ed-

"Class, these are your last 2 weeks to finish the project, make sure to plan with your partner to work on it today or any time this week" The teacher says. I wasnt really listening, my head is still trying to wrap around what i saw today.

"Hey, ashley" Matthew said catching my attention "Come over to my house today after school, we can meet at the end of the day in our regular spot"

'I bet youll be to busy sucking Tianas face off that youll forget'

"Yah, umm-sure?" I said, wanting to scream in his face about what i saw but i cant because then he'll think im jealous or something which im not.

"Whats wrong" Matthew says putting his hand on my thigh. Ugh, why does he do this to me? My breathing speeds up and the hair on my back stands.

"Uh-uh, N-nothing" I take a deep breath "I am just fine, just fine" I say putting on a fake smile.

He leans closer to my face to the point where i can smell his minty breath, now that i think about it, that sounds wrong.

"I like making you nervous, its sexy" And with that my face is red, im a tomato. Wait-dont listen to him, hes lying

I lean even closer so now we are just 1 centimeter apart

"Nice try" I say "But i dont think tiana would like that" I say with a wink. god Ashley, when did you get so brave?

Hush mode hoes, hush mode.

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Hey guys, i know it wasnt long but i just wanted to atleast out in a chapter, i hope you enjoy. - Sky and Tiana