Sex, what is sex? What is so important about sex? What do i even know about sex? All these questions roam my head. I dont know anything about sex. What would a virgin who hasnt even had a boyfriend or had her first kiss or hasnt even been on a date gonna know about sex? Ashley Johnson the schools #1 virgin talking about sex, never thought about that. Ha, sex never even crossed my mind until this stupid project came along. Why did i even choose sex ed as a class? Oh wait, i didnt. My stupid drunk, abusive mother did.
I dont even know what i did wrong to deserve this...i was never mean to my mother. ugh. life..
"Ashley?"
"ASHLEY?!"
"What? Oh Matthew" I said.
"Yah, You kind of spaced out when i asked what you knew about sex..youv had sex right?" He says starting to crack a smile. God, just shut upppp. Im sorry i dont have sex every night with someone new.
"Umm...why does that matter? The q-question w-was what i-i knew a-about s-sex not i-if i had sex" I say stuttering like an idiot. Ugh, now hes gonna laugh at me. Im 16 and hasnt had sex yet, what am i doing with my life?
"a-are you kidding me?" Matthew says laughing. "You have never had s-s-sex" laughing again.
"Im sorry i dont have sex with the first person i see" I say getting offended.
"No need to get feisty, its just your 16." Matthew says
"So? Why is it such a bad thing to not have sex? Sex is about love making not just doing it for pleasure. You should have sex with the right person not with the next girl or guy you look at. Im sorry for not being a little hoe and wanted to fuck everyone guy i see but that doesnt mean i dont know about sex." I say. Wow, were did this confidence come from?
"Just because i like to have sex makes me a bad person? Do you even know what sex is?" He says
"Totally *Note the sarcasm* I know a lot about sex" I lie..im not very good at lying.
"Ha, ok. Then tell me, what is sex? How do you please a guy? Ms. i know a lot about sex" He says smirking knowing i wont be able to answer those questions
"Why does that matter?" I say
"Its for the project, we have to get to know about each other and what we know about sex. Now answer my question"
"Sex is ..uh...Intercourse of 2 people making love?" I say coming out more as a question..
" And how do you please a guy" He says coming closer to me
"Well, you-you-you know...do that..with the thing...and move..it?" I say..what am i even saying?
"hmmm...that didnt make sense. How about you show me what you know?" He smirks...
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Cliff hangerrrrrrrrr! Whats gonna happen? Sorry for keeping you waiting my computer just sucksssssssss. Anyway what do you think Ashley will do? Like and comment suggestions to add to the story because it was hard to come up with this...writers block. Hope you enjoyed! - Sky and tiana
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Hard Love// m.e
FanfictionHe got all the girls, he was a player. He was a jerk with a perfect smile and beautiful eyes. She was quiet but noticed everything. What if these 2 meet? Is love really that hard?
