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DAZAI'S POV

Her eyes grew impossibly wide, lips slightly parted. She was very shocked to hear me say my name.
I'm loving her expression right now. You should at least know my name. We are going to live together, after all. However, I won't force her to tell me her name for now. I have to maintain my acting. 

"Pff" I can't help but let out a small laugh. It's been a while since I've felt this kind of excitement.

"Yo-you... did you just tell me your name?!" I closed my eyes and smiled playfully.

"Why? I thought you were curious."

"I am not." Puff. She answers right away.

"But you wanted to know my name back then, Am I right?"

"That's because..." She paused for a bit and then continued, "I thought you were a good person." I nodded my head.

"But I am."

"Huh? Are you serious? You're a total psycho!" She raised her voice, then pointed a finger at me. Her emerald eyes are full of anger. I was a bit stunned by her actions. I smirk. 

If you were a different person, you would probably be dead by now. How lucky you are. 

"Woah‌ woah, stop accusing me, miss. I am innocent." I raised my hands above my head.

"Innocent, my foot." She commented.

"Bullshit." I heard her whisper.

"Come on, you're hurting my feelings~" She let out a fake laugh, then she moved from her seat.

"You're insane." I hummed.

"J-just kill m-me already." She tried to deliver the message calmly, but her voice became unsteady.

"Why would you say something like that? It pains me, you know."

"You're going to kill me, anyway." I held my chin. If this continues, I won't be able to win her over. I have to earn her trust first.

I got up from the sofa and walked to where she was. I knelt down and cradled her hands.

"I won't hurt you, I promise. What should I do in order for you to believe me?" She seems taken aback by my question. Her reaction is priceless. I would love to see that every day. 

"Tell me anything. I'd do it for you." I gently pressed her hands, trying to reassure her.

"What do you say?"

"I don't trust you."

"Of course you don't. That's why I'm giving you a chance to trust me." 

Her expression says it all. Ahh. She's giving me a lot of work. I have to try harder. Faking different emotions is difficult. Fucking hell. You are lucky that you pique my interest.

"You can be honest. Tell me. What do you want?" Still no answer. You sure are stubborn. You really like testing my patience.

"I will give you time to think, then. I'll go for now." when I was ready to leave, she suddenly grabbed my wrist. I gave a soft smile.

"Yes?" I sat beside her, caressing her hands.

"Are you really serious about what you said?"

"I do not tell lies." She looked doubtful, but gave a nod. 

I know how desperate you are. I know what you like. Just tell me. That way, I'll be able to earn your trust.

"Just say the word." 

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