Stockholm Syndrome(Dazai X Reader)

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It's been a week since then, I never tried to go outside again, I ordered everything online, I was traumatized and don't feel safe anymore. I regret everything, It's all my fault, I shouldn't have gone outside. If I stayed home I wouldn't be able to meet that man. It's my fault. I tried not to dwell too much in that accident, but ever since I escaped all I do is overthink, so many regrets so many what ifs, what if he finds me again, what if he kills me. Ahhh!! I wanna die.

"Woof." I quickly turned to Hunter, I gave him a soft smile, he looks so happy now that I'm here.

"Hunter." I called, he jumped on the bed and started licking me. It's a good thing that I trained him before, he managed to survive while I was gone. I was thinking if I will let Big brother have him. I'm afraid that if something happened to me like that again he will not survive. I won't be able to bear it.

*Ring*

"Hunter, wait a minute." I got my phone on the side table from my bed.

"Who would call me this late?" My eyes widened when I saw the name of the caller. All of a sudden?! I immediately answered the call. I let out a small sigh before I spoke.

"カイト？ なぜ私に電話したのですか?!" (Kaito? Why did you call me?!)

["叫ばないでください"] (Don't shout)

"おっとっと！ ごめん" (Oops! Sorry)

["大丈夫ですか?"] (Is everything alright there?) There was a hint of concern in his voice. Did something happen that I didn't know? I hope everything's fine.

"Yes, of course." I lied. Of Course I don't want him to worry.

["嘘"] (Lie) I gasped, what the! He knows me too well!

"What do you mean? Everything's great!"

["Stop lying, I went there last time but you're not home, you didn't answer my calls too."]

My eyes widened in disbelief. My right hand was in my mouth. Holy crap! If it's the last time? That was the time I was kidnapped. Wait- He's here in the US?! I can't believe it!

"Wait a minute! You're here?! How long? Since when?! How did you come here?"

["Ugh. So many questions Y/N. Let's just meet tomorrow. I'll go there in the morning. See you then."]

"Wait!" I yelled. I checked the phone and he already ended the call.

"Holy crap." I let my body fall into my bed. I took a deep breath not knowing what to do. How did he come here? Since when? Ah! What should I tell him? I can't possibly tell him everything that I was kidnapped and was very lucky to escape. I'm pretty sure that he'll try to convince me to go with him again. Ah! Why is this happening to me? I wanna die!

"Woof." Speaking of Hunter, It's probably be best if I gave him to Kaito. I cuddled him and he did the same.

Let's not think too much today. I closed my eyes and let myself fall asleep.

*The next day*

"Now tell me everything." It's fucking seven in the morning, why did he come so early? I need to sleep more!

"Ughhhh!"

"Let me sleep first, okay?!" I whined, trying to get back to sleep. Ugh!

"Stop acting like a child Y/N and tell me everything." He sat next to me and shook my shoulder. As if, I can't tell you. I don't want to worry you, don't you understand? and I'm sure you're going to call mom and convince them to take me with you. I shook my head, and tried to kick him.