Autistic trust

Chp.10

That's his bloody nose

Ariana's POV
Alright family meeting right now "what's going on." Just get out here this is a serious matter I need to discuss with y'all. They all were in the living room sitting on the couch okay things happened the other day that I'm very disappointed in. "Is this all because I'm never by Justin's side." Yes it is you guys should always be by his side he can't do things on his own. I need to know that from the kids who are mature enough that you guys will be there for him he likes all of you but he thinks you guys hate him. I wake up in the middle of the night hearing him cry or him crawling into my bed because he's upset and scared. Guys you promised me that you guys would give him a chance he just wants a family he's scared at school he gets bullied for no reason but who's there that can stop all this you are Dylan and Cody. I'm really disappointed in both of you guys now I want both of you too go too go apologize to Justin right now. They walked up too Justin's room I finally got him a separate room to hear him start crying I walked up too the room too see Justin with a bloody nose buddy what happened. "The- they thr- threw my hot whe-els at me I didn't do any- thing to th-em." Alright come here lets get you cleaned up okay. I walked to the bathroom with Justin in my arms except I'm not carrying him though. I took out the first aid kit grabbing the Cotten pads and the rubbing alcohol I started to clean his nose up oh buddy it's going to be alright it's just a bloody nose and a semi deep cut mom mad going too take care of you. I finally cleaned up his nose it will swell up but I'll keep a good eye on it kissing his cheek okay it's time for you to have your afternoon nap. We walked to his bedroom I tucked him into bed kissing him good night for at least an hour or two walking to his toys I started to pick them up. I walked out of the room to the living room I started getting a bottle ready for Justin getting a safe frozen tube of my breast milk I started to fix him a bottle I put it in the fridge and I watched tv trying to figure out what we should have for dinner. It was later that day I was outside tending to the garden when I see Justin standing there hey sweetheart is everything alright he looked up at the sky then sighed and ran back inside that was odd. I got up and walked back inside to the house Justin was in the fridge grabbing something. Sweetie what are you doing in the fridge I'm getting ready to cook dinner he looked up at me when I knew he was upset about something. He slammed the door shut and he like barked at me not like a dog but he like yelled something at me for no reason. he stormed to the living room that's when I heard glass shattering Justin walking to see him throwing anything in his way into my direction hey stop Justin drew Bieber stop this right now. I walked to him slapping his hand away that's when he slapped me back that's when I smacked him pretty hard against his butt no sir. Do you wanna go to your room young man I treat you with love and respect why are you doing this he started to get violent pushing me away he slammed himself into the wall crying he continued hitting and throwing stuff I tried to stop him everyone was out for the day it was just me and Justin. He continued hitting things pushing me away I'm trying to tell him To stop he won't I had no control over Justin he was out of it. He ran to the kitchen I heard plates going to the ground damn it Justin I grabbed his arm stop right now I'm not going to tell you again. He gave me one final push I fell to the ground that's when I grabbed him pulling him to the bedroom placing him stomach first on the bed. Strapping him to the bed with the soft but strong rope all he did was growl and scream at me and hit his head against the pillow. I went to my bedroom medicine cabinet grabbing the knockout pills walking to Justin pushing the pills into his mouth swallow it sweetie I looked inside his mouth good shhh go to sleep. Seeing his eyes droop good I unbuckled the buckles from his body laying him under the covers night buddy. I walked to the kitchen and ate dinner I felt really bad about drugging my son with sleeping pills I mean they were made for him anyways. I continued eating dinner when I heard Justin from upstairs crying out in his sleep probably walking upstairs too see him looking at me with sorrow in his eyes did you learn you lesson Justin.

Justin's POV
I sat in the bed realizing that I did do something wrong again why do I keep doing things wrong I'm suck a stupid kid. She probably wants too take me back too the orphanage she most likely doesn't like me anymore. "What you did today was really wrong Justin I know you have autism and all that and I know you can't control yourself when you go through your meltdowns. But there is a point were you need to try too calm your self okay." I'm I'm so-rry mom-my I knew she was going to ground me. "Your grounded for a week he sighed and crawled back into his bed" I know I pretty much knew I was going to be grounded and I expected that punishment. "Okay it starts next Monday you will be going to bed and hour early no playing with my phone." Alright she got up and left the room I sighed I went too sleep getting ready to face of week with no fun.